I just pretty much lost the will to do anything anymore, even eating. I feel all alone, people always come to me about their problems but nobody ever tries to help me.. That's the only use I am to anybody. People tell me they care about me but they don't, they only pretend to because they have to. I had a few people only talk to me because they literally wanted to fuck me. The most I ever get from opening up to some is a simple “oh”. I just feel worthless, but I can't talk to anyone about it...

Sorry.. I'm back to what I was last year, depressed and pessimistic.