Honestly I always liked your stuff but thats just me...really thought after an experience like that. Yea that would be just crushing. Id say dont let them get to you but seriously...like this just sounds rough to say the least.

Oh nah. I love your stuff dude but uh... Fuck that. Seriously. Draw for YOU. Don't give any fucks what people think, don't even give a fuck what I think, do yo' thang.

The spark is gone. This killed any desire I had to improve.

I remember you were developing some pretty cute skills at drawing way back when.. I had no idea you went through something like this with it though. It's totally understandable that your drive got totally killed by that... that's freaking awful and I probably would have done the same thing and said "screw this" to all of it.

I hope someday you can feel comfortable enough to give it another go and try again for yourself, despite these memories!

I am really sorry to hear that :c Do whatever you need for your health, that is really sad to hear.

I had gotten a couple of commissions from you, and I loved all of them.
They were all so wonderfully fun, playful and adorable, which is exactly what I was hoping for.

I'm really sorry to hear that others have killed that spark within you, and I have no idea how to possibly rekindle it, but know that there are many of us who are part of the 'vore community', who have nothing but fond memories of your art.

I used quotes above, because although I've been an online vore fan for over 20 years now, I no longer hang out with other vores. Yes, I still reply to journals and pictures here on FA in a vorish manner, but there are no longer IM conversations or hanging out at cons. So, I don't know who has treated you badly, or if such attitudes are systemic throughout today's vore community.

I just hope that no matter what, you have a way to find some fun and happiness to fill the void which you now feel.

That's what I *should* do but I don't have anything else

I'm not too fond of how cliquey everything feels either, so I understand how you feel.

I'm sorry that folks hurt you like that. I liked your artwork, and was appriciating your improvements. I hope things get better for you.

I know the feeling on the whole not fitting in, I've spent tonnes on commissioning for 'friends' over the years, but like any community there's only a few diamonds and plenty of rough. Its a shame to see a creative spark go out, perhaps draw anonymously for people you know for a while? I'm sure inspiration is hard to come by but don't let your talent die on account of some of the trash that is very vocal not just in vore but in all communities and their sub-sects.

Always liked your art and miss talking to ya as much as we once did. But I can totally see where you'd get burned out pretty hardcore like that.