Hey guys, I've missed you all!
Wanted to check in with you and say that I'm back =3
Gonna update some things and get back on track with posts here.
I love you all <3

Hewwo again, Oxide here and yes of course, i'm back..been back for a bit. I wanted to let everyone know that i regret all what i said in the last journal and that i hope to find peace. What does that mean, you might ask?

Tbh, i dunno XD

Stay Furry and Crazy!!

Hello all, been awhile since my last blab, or journal, but here i am. "Due to recent issues, that i will not discuss..i am retiring Oxide and Oxie and making Gick my main. I would say more, but i don't think it would help my case at all..so today you will know me as Gick..my Sergal, thank you all". That is my latest Twitter post, and yes Oxide is being put on the back burner. I'll still have this FA up, but wont update as much on it anymore. I probably will make a new FA as Gick, but leave both Oxide and Riven active-ish. So, to all who might watch me on here, please go watch Gick..if you want. I might end up bringing Oxide back into the light when shit gets taken care of, but if it doesnt, Oxide had a good run. (And yes, Gick has a partial, i just need to finish it)

I wanna thank you guys for watching me and my shit over the years, but here's to a new start as Gick, Thank you all
Stay Furry and Crazy!

Been a year or so since my last journal, my apologies. Alot has happened, got a mate, a annoying as hell room mate and a job, which i just lost. Been to AC and BLFC this year tho, which i am really glad i did. Apart from that, not really has been goin on sadly. Until next time!!

Hey guys, i'm back again for another of my journals. Lot of stuff happened or is happening right now, where to begin. Well, it's official, i am now engaged to the man i love  Gray_Zener (details will be posted to profile soon) and we couldn't be happier. Our business, Husky Husky Studios, continues to get love and support, we thank you very much. (Details are on my profile page, do check it out, although we are currently closed for commissions right now) My Man With A Mission collection is continuing to grow (yaaay) Let's see what else...my Facebook is still blowing up with friend requests..my gawd, thanks to all that requested, i was at like 260 peeps, now i'm over 500!! I guess that's all for this Life Update, aside from the fact we will be at IFC, so come say hi, or don't, its up to you lol....lots of love!

I snagged this from  spiritwolf06 hehe

RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, and type in your answers!



1. Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty


2. Kissed one of your friends?
Innocent


3. Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent


4. Ever told a lie?
Guilty


5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Guilty


6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty


7. Kissed a picture?
Innocent


8. Slept in until 5 PM?
Innocent


9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty


10. Held a snake?
Innocent


11. Been suspended from school?
Guilty


12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Guilty


13. Stolen something?
Guilty


14. Been fired from a job?
Guilty


15. Done something you regret?
Guilty


16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
Innocent


17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent


18. Kissed in the rain?
Guilty


19. Sat on a roof top?
Innocent


20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent


21. Sang in the shower?
Guilty


22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent


23. Shaved your head?
Guilty


24. Slept naked?
Innocent


25. Had a boxing membership?
Innocent


26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent


27. Been in a band?
Guilty


28. Shot a gun?
Guilty


29. Donated Blood?
Guilty


30. Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent


31. Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty


32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent


33. Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent


34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty


35. Been too honest?
Guilty


36. Ruined a surprise?
Innocent


37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty


38. Erased someone in your friends list?
Innocent


39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Guilty


40. Joined a pageant
Innocent


41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Innocent


42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
Guilty


43. Cheated on someone?
Innocent


44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent


45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
Innocent


46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty


47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Innocent


48. Thought about suicide?
Guilty


49. Thought about murder?
Innocent


50. How about Mass Murder?
Innocent


51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty


52. Stalked someone?
Innocent


53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Guilty

I won't say much, as words cannot describe how thankful i am of all my friends i made over the years, so to honor that, have a Twitter post XD

https://twitter.com/ksboy26/status/.....56610953777152

Hello all you fuzzbutts, well i did it. I finally made it to MFF and i gotta say, i loved the experience. Got there on Thursday, found out before i got there that a fire alarm had already been pulled, seriously? Anywho, took the bus over, then an Uber to the DoubleTree where we checked in. Then i ran into my first suiter insipration, Shawshank. Went and registered, then went to the Bistro there at the hotel, good food, i recommend it. I won't run down the ENTIRE con experience, that would be an entire couple journals worth. In the short version, we attended panels, 2 charity events, like the 3 Headed Monster with Alkali, Xander and Pandez (funny stuff) and the Fox and Pepper's AD show, which btw raised $8000 for the charity, yea!! Met alot of awesome suiters, had a room party, mate got trashed and slept it off the next day, went to the sponsor Brunch which was nice. If i had to rate MFF from 1 to 10, a definite 14. The attendance beat the shit out of AC's attendance, so i was happy that i went to the largest fur con in the world, AHHHH! The room was great, people was friendly, Dealer's Den almost broke me but who cares, honestly i feel like im writing a review about the con (5 Stars btw). I am looking forward to next year, when i will seriously save alot more so i can donate more than i did, i love helping out alot. Keep Being Furry & Long Live The Fandom

saw that  xtatuxtoxicityx did this, so i thought i might do it also =3

Where you you staying?
The Double Tree

When will you get there?
The 29th or so

Who are you rooming with?
I will be rooming with my mate  Gray_Zener and  nevermint  dexwolfy and his mate Oreo

Who will you hang with?
Hopefully  HanzoYorokobi and Skrat Kangaroo and others like Dojo Dingo and Sunny D =3

What is the best way to find you?
Well, i dunno, i will be here and there, look for a green and black Crux that will be dancing around, hehe

Any panels you're attending?
I look forward to a few actually, "Your first fur con"? and most important, the Fox and Pepper concert =3

What do you look like?
My hooman has short curly brown hair, glasses, all smiles cause he nervous, but myself, i am a green and black crux with a mohawk (not Battsaults)

Will you be suiting?
Yes, Oxide will be debuting his suit there

What is your gender?
Peanut Butter and Jelly sandwich (Male)

Do you do trades?
I'm not good enough yet for trades..

Do you do badges commisions?
No, but my mate does =3

How tall are you?
Pineapple (5' 6")

Can I talk to you?
Sure can, just use the phrase "i need a Crux" or something silly XD

Can I touch you?
See above answer. XD AHHHHH jk lol (not really, i mean hugs yes, but i have a mate, hehe)

Can i i visit your room?
If i invited you, then yes, by all means, come on over =3

Can i buy you drinks?
Well, Oxide right now, is a nobody in the fandom, but if you are kind enough, yes, id accept (no open container drinks please)

Can I give you stuff?
See above answer.

Can I hug/snuggle you?
I hate the cold, and anyone that wouldnt hug me, so yes please do so =3

Are you nice?
Only if im not drunk...jk, im always nice, in fact, i might be too nice XD

How long will you be there?
The 29th through the 3rd..or 4th? Depending if i have my first PCD

Do you have an artist table?
No, i hope to have one MFF 2018 tho

Will you be going to parties?
Again, Oxide is a nobody in this fandom, he'd be surprised if anyone shows up to his room party, as for being invited to one, nope dont see that happening..lol

How do i get your attention?
Yell "Hey! Oxy!" or "Hey, you there, the Crux with the impressive mohawk!" or just holler Oxide..lol

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Well, i dont really sketch much, but sure, i guess..

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Only if you draw me like one of your French Cruxes XD

Can I come with for adventuring?
Sure, the more the merrier =3

Can I take your picture?
Only if you get a throw away camera, i might break your $200 - $300 camera, jk..you sure can =3

What are your goal(s) this year?
To finally attend MFF 2017..i tried for like 8 years now..lol

Hello all you crazy furry friends!! Oxide here, back at ya with yet another Journal Entry. Coming up this week, or rather the next 3 weeks will be Michigan fun. That's right, i'm actually gonna get this booty up outta my computer chair and go somewhere! (Insert OwO moment here) I will be with my mate, Zener and other Michigan furs like Dex Wusky, Oreo, Goldenwolf, Gradient Wolf, Doon the Fox, Scraps, Seth Otter, Jackson Wolf (he doesnt know me yet, nor does Seth, anyways) and others. First is the Furry BBQ, then a Furbowl in South Lyons, then my mates unboxing party/bonfire (cannot wait to see his suit) and finally to end it all, a KoRn concert. I am soooo happy!! I will leave tomorrow afternoon, spend the night in the next town over, alone and then we leave for Michigan, will take 10 hours. Just in time for Saturday's BBQ. I will keep you guys posted on Twitter mostly. Have a good one guys!!

Hey guys, back again, here to just ramble on and on from my fingers to the laptop screen in an attempt to express how i am feeling, cause FA Journals XD I might go deep into my crazy cruxy mind and ask you guys a few things that's been on my mind for awhile. Such as, why make square bread and sliced cheese but have round sliced bologna? or is everyone in Japan time Travelers? if so, i'd like to know what will happen to us in the future all you Japanese furries XD I guess i needed to ramble to keep my mind active. I'm hoping to visit my first furry convention, MFF, much hype if i can without another failure, making it 7 years trying now...i know, i'm pathetic XD Lets see what else?? The ABC's of Fursuiters series on my youtube i had fun making and i hope that everyone involved in them loves them as much as me. When i'm bored, i make videos, i make FA journal posts (like this one). I'm over the fact that i may or may not be annoying to others, and just play it off as Oxide's behaviour. I don't know if anyone will read this, but if you do, just know that i love you all and hope we can hangout properly at MFF. I really do hope i meet alot of you and grab a huggle.

Keep being furry everyone!! XD

Thought i might join in on the whole trend thing that's currently hot. =3

1. Been in the fandom for...

I been in the fandom for 15 years, but registered on FA in 2013.

2. Found the fandom how?

Through TF actually, then i saw fursuiter suit up videos on youtube, went from there.

3. Chose your species cuz...

I do crazy shit sometimes (Oxide Crux), i love food, am always eating (Riven Husky), i'm a fan of Telephone (Volch Dutchie)..

4. why/how did you choose your name?

Why? That i don't really know XD / How? Well Actually my friend Ampurz helped me pick the name on Second Life.

5. if you had to change your species what would you choose?

You mean aside from my 6 Sonas? I'd say either an Otter, Buliger (Bull/Tiger), or a Lion.

6. What percentage of your friends are furries?

Wow, i'd say 98% The 2% i dunno if they want me to mention them or not.

7. If you've been, favorite furry con and why?

I have never been to a furcon, but i'm hoping to visit Gateway Furmeet 2017 and MFF 2017.

8. Got a fursuit?

No, but i hope to get Oxide or Volch made into a full fursuit with Digitigrade legs =3

9. RP'ing is:

Role Playing and i haven't RPed in awhile, so i'm rusty XD

10. Are you open about being a furry, I.E if it comes up in conversation

I am very much open about it, yes.

11. Gay / Straight / bi?

I am bisexual, but leaning towards men atm.

12. Ever kissed another furry?

No

13. Do you have adult art of your fursona? If yes, post favorite

No and yes. No, i don't have adult art of my sona(s), but yes, i DO have art of them =3

14.Ever hooked up with another fur? If yes, ever done it at a con?

I have yes, but never doe so at a con, yet.

15. Opinion on murrsuits?

Ehh, it's 50/50. On one paw i dislike what it's about, but...on the other, i wouldn't say no to buying one, one day..New not used XD

16. Do you have a kink related to the fandom? If yes, post the one your most open about, if you dare ;)

If Transformation is a fandom kink, then yes. If it's not, then i'd say being a pet. Collars, leashes, etc.

17. Are you in any 18+ Telegram groups? Name one.

Nope, i used to be in one, but not anymore

Ok, let me get one thing straight right now, i'm normally pretty nice and outgoing, trying to chat with whomever, but knocking out my nice side for one damn minute, i wanna know right now, who all knows me?? i have been in this fandom for 14 years now, and ya i might have made my first fursona in 2013 but i was very into the fandom for longer than that, and i barely get any acknowledgement out of it. Ya i know that you guys have lives and shit, but come on, every once in a while, i'd like a chat or a hangout of some sort. i'm starting to feel like this fandom is like a grade school friends clique deal, where i'm the "new guy" and if you wasn't in the "friends circle" before, they don't wanna associate with you. Am i really the new guy guys?? honestly, do i have to attend cons or get a fursuit to be noticed a tad?? i would say, sorry for this rant, but at this point, i dont give a shit, its gotta be said. I'm tired of trying to be more known in this fandom, when either i cant chat with you guys cause your busy...ya, again i know you have lives, still... or you are hanging out with friends. well not to sound like a whiny brat, but when is plans gonna be made for you guys to hangout with me without me begging to hangout?? i really dont ask for much, and ya i got depression that makes me the attention whore, i eat it up, but when that happens, the ignorance kills me inside. any advice or thoughts...besides to chill, as i hear that alot..would be greatly appreciated. i feel that im annoying and other things when i don't wanna be percieved as such, but shit happens...anyways i guess thanks for your time, if anyone reads this it would be an honest miracle...*rant over* Thanks =\

Hey there everyone, its me again with another Journal.
This time i kinda need help from anyone that wants to help. Ya see, i have a dream, to attend my first fur con ever, MFF 2016, but i have a problem.
The problem is bills, rent, random payments, further delaying my dream by 6 years. So, im asking for donations if you can and if you can, to all who donate, i will personally buy you a drink there at MFF, perhaps a few drinks and a cheap meal depending on the size of the donation. If you can, it would be greatly appreciated. My paypal is hunter_of_the_pack[at]yahoo.com ..look for DBA.
i thank you and i hope to experience a great MFF and share drinks to all my donators. I love you all =3

[x]you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ]you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 3

[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ ] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 2

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 4

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 3

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4

[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 3

Final total: 27

Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm __% Furry"

Come and see my bud shades get owned alot of times on Bloodborne, but he isnt alone, my death count was at least 1200 and counting
Not to say anything bad as i get my booty kicked, come cheer him on =3
https://www.twitch.tv/captinn83

cause  shades1220 tagged me =3


Rules:1. Pick a character you've created.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were that character.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme
 Alphapak  foxxsiker  nevermint and  Blithwulf
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal



Character picked:
Oxide Crux

1. What is your name?
Oxide

2. Do you know why you were named Oxide?
I had some help from a fellow Crux and he mentioned the name Oxide, so it stuck with me =3

3. Single or taken?
Taken

4. Have any abilities or powers?
If you count a split personality as an ability, then yes =3

5. Favorite food
Cheese!

6. What's your eye color?
Left eye is Orange and Right eye is Light Purple

7. How about hair color?
green with black stripes, mohawk is green and black in a sequence =3

8. Have you any family members?
Sure do, the Crux Family

9. Oh? How about pets?
No pets, yet

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Hoomans ordering me around and clean Asylums

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Does arfing random people count?

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Yes, and i'm very sorry i did

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Todd, my other side attempted to, but failed to complete what he called his mission

14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a Crux, which for me is a Mutated Fox

15. Name your worst habits.
Chewing with me mouth open and blabbing on and on and on and....

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
2 Cruxes..  Freya-Crescent and  nevermint

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Bisexual

18. Where do you live?
I currently live in the Crazy Crux Skyland (a sim on Second Life)

19. What do you do in your spare time??
I try to find new friends to torme---i mean hangout with =3

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I don't know, part of me wants some and part of me does not

21. What are you most afraid of?
Hoomans capturing me and doing experiments on me =(

22. What do you usually wear?
My purple shorts, if i am at the club or event then i also wear my boots, goggles and my Steampunk Hat

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Strawberries or....again..Cheese!

24. Drink?
Water or Sweet Tea

25. Conventions??
None yet, my first i hope will be MFF 2016

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Sometimes i like to think of myself as high class but most of the time i am middle class

27. How many friends do you have?
Right now, about 110 or so on Facebook but i hope to have more =3

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
All pie is gone pie *pats belly*

30. Favorite hobby?
Horror Games and playfully pestering friends

31. What's your favorite place?
An Asylum (don't judge)

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
A few, such as Shades, Wolf, Alpha and Foxx

33. What colour are your beans?
I uhh, don't understand the question?

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Neither, i like to not turn into a Mutated Fox/Fish hybrid

35. What's your type?
Blood type? O-Positive aside from that i don't understand?

36. Any fetishes?
Hmmm, if you count Transformation as one then yes!

37. Fly or walk?
I run son! =3

38. Camping or indoors?
Both, i camp indoors =3

39. Where does your human live??
He resides in Missouri

40. Who will you share this with??
EVERYONE!!! =3

Hello again guys, Oxide here, and i'm here to tell you about my vacation i had.
It was in St. Louis and it was 4 days of fun, off and on.
First we almost got to the Super 8 we booked and my sister in-law's aunt passed away...cancer.
Why does cancer take everyone we love away from us =(
First day of the vacation and i had to watch the niece and nephew while brother and his wife was at the funeral. =(
Mini rant over, anyways we got there and went to bed, got up to a crappy breakfast and went to the Zoo.
We saw Fennec Foxes, Gazelles, Ostriches and meerkats (all asleep as we got there by like 11:30 ish...poor things.)
Next we went to the City museum. alot of awesome stuff there.
Then we went to the Anheiser Busch Brewery, where we took the Day Fresh Tour. (an hour and 15 minute Tour, got samples of beer and had a good buzz)
Finally we went to Joe's Crab Shack where i had a Maine Lobster, never had that before, it was really good. =3
Well, hope you had fun reading this and i might post my vaycay pics here, just ask?..Later

I wanna thank  Alphapak for the pics (whom i credited every single one for taking) and letting me see the start of the con via Skype and also  Khalandar a.k.a Spade Crux for letting me see the Opening Ceremonies and hanging out with  BossSergal via skype as well..it was really fun and i hope they have a great rest of the con =3
(May 14th, 2016 update..also wanna thank Alpha for letting me see the Dance Competition)

Well ok, this is the first Journal as Oxide i guess. To all my friends on here, including my cruxy friends, i just wanna say that i'm glad i met you and that i hope we continue to remain friends for a long time. That being said, i want to invite you all to my DJ sessions on me skype, if you want to. No certain days will be decided yet, but if i have you on me skype, drop me a post with a song or something so i can add it to my playlist. And, no its not because of Krank Crux, although his set rocked on SL. I wanted to become a DJ long before i met him. Anyways, i'm gonna end this journal for now and wish you guys a good day. =3