First and foremost I think any kind of apology would be shallow to those who contact me with no reply, I am socially anxious through and through and don't have anything against you and if thats something you dont want to put up with then thats fair.

The past few months I gained a "stable" career, which has lessened my financial stress but risen my stress for pretty much all else. It's a very physical and frustrating job that comes with a new problem every day and leaves me drained most nights. I've had barely any time to focus or enjoy hobbies and it's depressing but real. Over the past couple weeks I've been able to alter my scheduling to something I believe I'll be able to manage better.

In the past few months I had a falling out with someone who I called a close friend, who left me and many of our friends extremely hurt over some shitty actions he ended up taking to be self-fulfilling. This is something that's fucked with my mental state and trust completely and has made me more wary in some good ways, but some harmful ways as well. There are a couple pictures involving this person that I feel like I need to remove from this account to move on, they'll be taken down sometime tonight or tomorrow.

The community's issues with minors is something that's also had an impact on me, and I get that it comes with the anonymity of the internet but the amount of times i've been approached by or followed minors unknowlingly has altered my enthusiasm in posting publicly. There was also a certain prevelant groomer in the past couple months who frequently pushed into my dms, which i'm glad to see was brought to light by some brave users.

IDK when I'll break out of this current rut, not going to make any promises of a return or some bs I can't owe up to. You'll see more of me when I can, so hope thats understandable.

-Abc