I had a dream its.,,. i dunno how to describe these weird continius dreams, it's a return to this world and some similar concepts. I n this world I had died, and wen well fuck. But with me i brought knowledge and some tools and ideas oif what was happpening in this limbop/hell that I ended u p in. So in this world you can kinda bring concepts of items in with you and so a bicycle doesnt need a bike chain to work, just pedaling and you not thinking about the inner workings, and it will just run, be careful about telling someone else about these things or it might fail. Well anyhow i am in this like two layered little twist around of a staircare thing the lower floor has some folks chilling out, a little imp like guy and some nice folk, they arnt really doing anyhting just kinda existing feeling out not really having their routines left in them. I wave and go upstairs, i've been here before so I open the door upstairs and pulll a peice of string through and threat it through, this keeps the door a little bit more attached as long as it's remembered. and I go through,

on the other side of this door was a HUGE hallway that ended in a giant white light, it's here that folks go to fight some sort of fight, some are around to fight over and over again, others arnt it's not really consistant, but they go to the light with weapons and it's like they are ready to never come back, but some folks like me seem to kinda know the area and keep being here. This time I said, hey i need a few supplies. And thats when i met a business owner who closed down his business and i said HEY come with me. I got distracted and the door got closed and i went SHIT and looked through pulled it open and it was a broom closet and i went fuck fuck fuck what do i do, but luckily my string held and within a few seconds the door swung open from someone earlier who was coming by and i went through and got back to where i needed with a pal we shall call leon. I told leon, don't think about it, just cook the best food hes ever thought of, there are supplies over here and he can do it... I think he made curry, rice, and doughtnuts. Huge pot of it. I borought it up out of the door again, leaving my foot in the door this time, and got everybody to eat, the strong and familiar food was making these people i kinda remember start to come alive with empathy and complexities that they wre missing again. A binding to their previous life, and they started to leave the battle room and come down to the staircase.

This got them talking to the people down there too and socializing and i felt a little better about being in limbo again. But getting these supplies and making people funcion was hard so I tried talking to people about getting donations of the items they brought with them and just building a bit of a tradition of doing this to get people mobilized into inspiring their existance again. In the end i dunno if it really kicked in but i went a little down the hall way at the bottomn of the stairwell and went to explore and get some new friends to talk to. Thats where i saw a little floating like candymachine like thing that sucked up someone i knew, but was like 3ft tall and was taking them to another island in limbo. I grabbed it and pulled them out of the little clear plastic bubble and said hey come hang out with our group don't head off that way. They nodded and said sure for some reason. And i was like, i should check in on the group. Met a lady who was annoyed that a staple gun wasnt working so she was in a little corner that looked likt the front window of a retain space, trying to pop some staples out. I said hey don't worry about the staples, watch, and took the gun and popped the spring looked at it full of staples, nodded, let the spring snap shut and then proceded to staple the front of a big crt television a few times down and it was working great. She was like OH COOL i can get my job done now, and i said, yeah, but actually it's cooler than that. On the tv it was like two scantily clad women on repeat interacting with eachother, and i took a sticky note and paused the video, covering the person in the tv and stappled it to the tv screen. When I pushed play, the writing on the note actually ended up on the person in the tv and she reacted, going, where did this come from!?

So anyhow the person in retaiil said, showed suprised and amazement of how that worked and i said to come hang out with our group over down the way, and she said, well i need some more supplies where can i get some... and i thought about the little person i rescued and pointed out, hey i think they know a little bit of 3d printing which in this space is gong to be unstoppable. We needed and decided to go over to the rest of the group... but when we got there, mostly everybody was gone for some reason, the little imp was missing and i asked the group down there where it went, and they shrugged and said he had to move on for some reason. I got a little paniced and wound up because of this, and looked in the room upstairs which was empty too and was sewearing trying to figure out what i missed, but i saw something i cared about i think a teddy bear and had a moment of thinking i should grab it, but then i heard the sound of a bus driving up and said NO, I need to move. and spun around and ran as fast as i could away from the area and i ended up outside in the snow and there was a school bus who sorta saw me and was already gearing up to move and i screamed for them to wait. Their side door was open and it was one of my coworkers and so i ran as fast as i could as it started to speed up and dived in the open door,aand it closed right after. Inside the school bus was everybody i was looking for so i felt a strong sense of releif, whereever we were going i might have them with me afterwards

I dunno if that was true though because the next place i was, i was in some sort of small appartment like area, wit wasnt familiar, and my dad and brother were there. I was like oh cool and took off a bag i was apparently wearing, it was full of cooking supplies (a lot of varied noodles) and i grabbed a pot to go make something and bind to this area a bit. But while I was there I asked my dad, wait how did he end up here around the same time as me, and he said low blood sugar got him. As far as he could tell, he was watching something and his body just kinda keeled back and he let out a light call for help, but noone heard to help him, and he just kinda slumped back and didnt wake up. I had probbably died from something as well, i couldnt remember what from, but without me there noone was there to check in on him, something weird happpened.

This was the thought that kinda shook me awake