Yes, I know I fucked up real bad and I know everyone is mad at me
I'm not writing this journal to ask for forgiveness or to try and defend myself. I'm writing this because I have owe an apology and explanations to all my clients
I know I haven't been in touched nor delivered any work I promised. Call me a scammer if you want, but deep down I know I'm not. I got busy with college this last semester and when I was about to start working on commissions, I found a job as an artist at a game company, like I've always wanted since I was 12. Problem is I've entered mid-project. I lost count of how many extra hours I made, even during weekends. On top of that, my body started to fuck me up and I got hella sick these last days.
Only now I could sit down for a while, grab my notebook and write this. I'll probably not send this personally nor reply each client to explain the situation, but I'll refund every commission I got and deliver a .psd file for any work I've already started.
I don't have the money right now, but I soon will. I will leave the fandom like I wanted for quite some time. All furry accounts will be kept until all refunds are made. As soon as I make the last one, I'll terminate all my accounts and I'll not reply anyone on my personal telegram account.
My boyfriend is making me 2 premade fursuits to help covering the refund expenses, it should be enough to cover everything.
I could just vanish without saying a word like many other artists did, but I'm not this kinda person.
With that being said, I'll only contact my past clients to offer the refund and the files they've missed. That goes for adopts as well. I'll deliver all the files as soon as I'm back home, because right now I'm helping my mother
Stay safe