I’ve finally decided to re make my description once in for all
Hi, my name is dusk and I’m a person who’s always wanted to be a furry my whole life. I’ve been on this site for a while and lots of stuffed happend and I’ve been really depressed a lot and been off the site a lot and I’m sorry about that. I’ve never been able to draw or get a job to afford commission or anything so I was never able to see my characters or make friends and thought I had nothing to live for so I didn’t want to live. I ended up posting and calling for help here and I met amazing people. I recently got a huge depressive episode and I vanished for a long time but I wanna try to fix everything for when I was gone. For everyone I’ve talked too I still care about you even though I might not have talked in a long time.

Some more stuff about me. I tried learning art but I know nothing about it at all and can’t get anywhere no matter how hard I tried. I tried my whole life but never understood it. And everytime I would attempt something scary always happend, I’d feel really shaky and eventually black out and when I’d wake up I’d have like a deep cut. I would lose control of myself and hurt myself without knowing. It got really bad once too.

I’m really emotional and passionate person, I will grow attached to just about anyone so please don’t be afraid to note me or talk to me in general, every comment I get and any time I’m noticed by anyone I burst into tears everytime. If anyone would like to be friends please tell me. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you. I’ve always wanted to be part of this community I just worried I won’t be allowed

I have lots of characters and stories I make, and I wanna post about them sometime if anyone’s interested. I do have discord and I talk there sometimes. It’s easier for me there.

I have immense self hate issues and depression, lots of things will be really hard for me but I’ll still try to be a good person. Friends mean the world to me and I will always see them like family.

I also really love art a ton, it doesn’t matter the style the way it looks or anything, it will always look perfect to me. Any art I get makes me cry extremely hard and it means the world to me. If you can or wanted to it would mean everything if you could draw any of my characters. It’s been a life long dream I’ve had to finally see my characters. Just don’t draw my characters fighting or being killed or anything unless I’m okay with it.

I might add more stuff about me sometime when I can

I’m really hoping it’s not to late to open up and meet new friends and fix everything with current friends. To the ones I met here on fa I’m sorry for being gone so long you all still matter so much to me. I hope I’m still allowed to be a furry and everything.
And please, anyone if they can comment on anything of mine it all means so much to me. I hope I said this all right, and I wish to whoever’s reading this or just to anyone in general to have a good day and successful life. You deserve it