furaffinity is probably one of my favorite websites period. maybe only second to bandcamp? idk but i do really enjoy using this site. i even pay for fa+ even tho it doesnt let me upload higher res images and is kind of pointless i want to support this sites continued existence regardless because i cant imagine the upkeep for such an old site like this is very cheap. my favorite thing is that this site is purely what im interested in: furry art. not many sites like it in that way. i dont care about the super-smash-minecraft-skibidi-spiderman universe. i care about furry art.

i got banned for the second time last week. it was because i drew myself- actually if u wanna know why u can just look at my twitter or bsky, the art is still uploaded on there and will never be deleted from those sites..... its frustrating, i don't like how right-leaning this sites staff is. pretty sure if you drew yourself killing communists or really any kind of enemy you would find in a call of duty game you would never get banned. i can complain forever. a double standard exists.

ive felt a friction with the entire furry fandom since i started making art in it. i feel like i fundamentally do this whole thing differently than everyone else, and because of that i get treated as an outsider or a troll. its frustrating because when i was looking outside -> in i thought these people would welcome someone trying to do something different, and a lot of people do appreciate it, but i do think most furries would prefer an artist who just draws feetvoreporn forever and never changes. like this whole furry art thing to them is a way to escape their shitty life and trying to treat it as a real artform that deserves to be changed and thought about intellectually is a waste of time and wrong. there is no place for a furry artist to make politically minded art in their world, us artists are machines to give them the "content" they need to feel better. like shut the fuck up keep making gore porn for me to jack off to thank you! stop trying to talk shut the fuck up you are being too edgy and zionist-babyfur1488 reported you and demands you be banned. so shut up shut up shut the fuck up!

venting my frustrations.

the furry artists ive met have all been super cool and accepting of me and i think(?) agree with my sentiment of wanting to do something "new" and agrees that furry art is a lot deeper than what a lot of people think. every friend ive made here has been awesome. despite my feelings this is the place i will continue to choose to be online because i feel the most accepted here and there isnt anything else like it. going to furry conventions is like my pilgrimage to mecca, equally as religious and eye-opening.

vore comic is almost done. i love you. im gonna keep making my shit and i think maybe ill start doing some new shit soon. i think i need to change it up. less politics more heaven and god. thx for reading.