Well, it's been two weeks since my last journal entry, a few things happened since then.

I had a friend died last night and found while I was at work today. A few people in my life have died recently besides my friend. as well as my dog dying and my ex breaking up with me due to me changing as a person from mental health issues all in the span of half a year. It's been rough ngl.

On the bright side, I have set up a new routine. I have started doing an abs workout 5 days a week and going to the gym to do other non-abs related workouts 4 days a week. Trying to aim for a better body as a whole by the end of the year. As well as better eating habits and being closer to family.

As with Iper, I actually do have other sonas besides them. Including two obscured ones I have that I plan on posting more soon. Assuming my paycheck will let me get a decent comm with them! I also have a huge comm for Iper this year from one of my favorite artists, it will realistically be months until its done but I can't wait to show it to yall when its finished.

I could ramble on about grief and working out to deal with. however as of right now typing this at my desk and looking at pics of close friends and family, I know I'm going to be okay. I will be strong.