Last few weeks have been pretty tough to swallow (shut up gutterbrains hehe)

Let us see...first off, had to build a VM fax server at work from scratch...first I had to learn how the software works, then figure out how to get it integrated into our VOIP system for use for FOIP, THEN integrate it with our financial software server to automatically fax out purchase orders and the like....in a day. So, to reiterate, had to learn a completely new software, figure out how to make it tick, and figure out how to get it tied in to two different systems and make it work seamlessly. No pressure...right? Well, I succeeded even if I had the worst case of IBS and indigestion I've had in a few years. Love the visual? You're welcome >.<

Next up, my mother is losing her job officially as of noontime tomorrow, where at her entire office is being decommissioned and a staff of 200 people bam, Merry Christmas, bah humlayoff. Needless to say, she's been on edge all week and has been difficult to keep in touch with, but who can blame her for being depressed. I know I would. But she is in oddly good spirits at least they had some 90 days of notice. In any event, tomorrow is going to be one hell of a melancholy day.

To top things off (on a positive note but still stressful), my younger brother is going to be a father one way or another by Mon or Tue of next week. If his wife doesn't go into labor by Monday, they are going to make it happen, and I'll have a niece... I am literally shaking with joy and fear, the first child born of my siblings. I'm going to be an uncle...holy shit... and on TOP of that, my older brother is going to be a father AS WELL, in a little over a month, a baby boy. He couldn't handle being the eldest and not having the first child hahaha. Well at least it's a month apart.

At least now the pressure and focus is off of me lol. Two grand kids in 2 months should settle my parents and keep the spot light off of me and the fact my fox is a man, and incapable of getting pregnant. Who says it isn't fun to try at least ;)

I am so happy/excited/stressed/AND depressed given the circumstances befallen upon me these last few weeks.

Wish me luck guys!!! *wags excitedly*