Hehehe... I apologize for how negelcted this page has been...

A lot has happened since the last journal! I haven't been the best about maintaining several pages! It's a skill I will have to learn over time! If you know me well enough you are well aware I am much more present over on Twitter! It's simply easier to just post images with short descriptions and the like! What it doesn't have much of is a good way to catalog media. I made this account with the hope of just uploading my art here en masse. I get very in my head about how best to break things down or if I should trickle in art to be uploaded over time!

I think my best course of action at the moment is to make room and simply upload what I can and organize in folders afterwards!

Now I think I should update people on how hectic things have been on my end! Pardon me for how long it's been!

Firstly the big thing that's been guiding how I handle things is my current living situation! I live with a family unit that has not been the best to say the least and we are barely staying afloat given the state of the world. That entails the likelihood of my family being evicted from where we live in the near future. An ever-looming feeling of anxiousness follows me with this information. On top of that, two major events have shaken my family: My grandmother's health scare and my uncle's arrest and following court case. I have been simply trying to save what I can for future endeavors and it's been kinda difficult as prices only climb higher and higher. I wasn't able to work as much as I would've liked to having to attend several doctor's visits as my grandmother's chaperone and several court hearings as her translator. Both of these things as you can imagine would leave me with little time to do commissions and Patreon works I owed. I fell behind and was only recently able to properly catch up on most things I owed.

I have a very strained relationship with most of my immediate family that affects my mental state rather severely. I used to be in a much worse place during my first few years in this community. I was a socially inept and naive guy who was excited to join this community and I have left more than a few bad and cringeworthy first impressions... Over the years I've had a few close calls with my mental state leading me to do really stupid things, but eventually I learned how to cope with my shaky mental state! And for a few years here things have looked up for me for what feels like the first time in my life. I am taking steps towards a future that is my own and I am at a turbulent state of my life where things are on the precipice of major change!

On a lighter note, I have been supported by so many lovely people in this community~ Thank you to all those who support me. Truly. You have no idea how much you've all helped me in times of need and I mean this in all sincerity. You have saved my life and given me something to work towards and live for. I don't know where I would be without the kindness this community has shown me. I was incredibly lucky to have met amazing friends (You know who you are ;3) who care about me enough to support me emotionally, financially, and even physically in some cases. I am grateful to have all that I do and I hope to repay you all some day.

The least I can do for now is simply share the talent I have with those willing to give me a moment of their time~ I hope you enjoy some of my silly works cause I plan on posting more in the near future!

Thank you for your patience and time! And I'll see y'all around!
Best of luck with your endeavors, friends!!!