I lied about having DID.
I lied about being sexually abused.
I lied about having horrid hallucinations.
I lied about having countless disorders.
I sexually manipulated my ex-partner.
I emotionally manipulated my ex-partner.
I took them for granted and used them for my sexual needs nonstop.
I guilt-tripped them into thinking that they cannot have any thoughts of their own to the point where if they did, they would panic and immediately put their head down and apologize profusely.
I want to kill cats and even went as far as to chase one around every night. I caught it once. It ran away.
I sent my hair, cum, blood, and sweat to my ex-partner and brainwashed them into thinking that it was normal.
Whenever I would break down, I would pressure my ex-partner into making me porn, sending me porn, domming me, and more.
I sit in shame and never change.
I have done countless things. This isn't even a hundredth of it.
I am disgusting. I conditioned my ex-partner into a scared child who cannot allow themselves to be as young as they are. They can only be an adult.
They can only be my "Mommy" from now until forever.
I turned an abused child into a sex slave that knows nothing but what they're "meant to do."

I will never change. My name is Bucky. I deserve nothing but torturous purgatory.