So after the events of last week, I realized that I need to start being myself. The false masculine persona I put on in public does more harm than good. So I finally started wearing women's clothing in public. My mom (who is extremely awesome btw) took me out shopping, and I have something of a starter wardrobe. :3 Only going to need some more jeans and panties. It feels so great to finally be *myself* all the time.

Of course... with all of that said, the feelings of loneliness and a need for companionship remain. I have gone and made several new friends the last week, and they are wonderful. Most of then are taken, but I knew that already. (Decided to finally make contact with several people I've wanted to be friends with, but was too shy to talk to.) Also trying to re-establish contact with friends I lost touch with.

Anyway, point is, I'm officially out. I am only going by female pronouns IRL, and will be starting on my legal name change as soon as I figure out these forms. I also will have an updated ref sheet from  halcy0n soon, too.