There was never first had information to claim my passing. It was actually malpractice and more aggressive treatments than my body could handle which put me into a coma. One of those comas that doctors don't expect you to wake up from.

It happens fairly often around the world, I'm told. Still, I was fairly young and able to still fight back physically and eventually I woke up from it all. The aggressive treatment actually did handle the cancer, and it's been benign for a long time... but I still have to go back and have it looked at pretty often.

When I returned, I shut off my userpage. There was a lot of drama revolving around me. I had tried to come back while my memory was still hazy, and I was met with some pretty harsh recoil. Furs making claims that I'm not me, that I'm some kind of horrible person... but that seems to be an aweful lot of work to build up relations just to crush everyone. I couldn't see anyone actually doing things like what they claim I did just out of... what, sick enjoyment? Yes, I've logged in a few times from my friend's computer, mostly so I could play Second Life with people I knew, (and they know I was getting on over there.) Of all the times I've spoken to people, none of them stood up for hearing me... but I suppose that is to be expected.

Anatawa kazoku arimasen. So there's no need to create all this drama. I understand it's easier to get over me if you believe I never actually existed, and that's a fine way to think of me when I'm dead!

I'm not expecting some kind of miraculous resolution, nor was I ever expecting to just suddenly have all my old friends back. Nor am I interested in asserting myself on a relationship that's perfectly fine the way it is now. Sean & Anisa are doing fine without me, and I am happy that they are happy. That's all I'd need.

Well, I wrote this to explain it to anyone who was watching me and wondered why the page was shut off. Or people who heard the rumors and had opinions of their own. However, I feel that in the end I explained so little.

If you don't seek to be needlessly attacking or cause drama, I'm happy to anwer any questions...