(this is a straight wright through poem no edits just wrighting down what comes to mind with none stop typing )


in thy end
i hurt my self day by day
just to make sure i can feel
because this pain is oh so real
nothing can cover up this battered and raped soul
digging the needle deeper in to thy vains
ill end it all in vain
one downer at a time
my heart will stop on the beat of a dime
i know its worth it in the end
because watchign my family die and rip apart in the end
is oh so real from the pain i feel
so what can i say what have we become in the end
we were born to destroy and self destruct
the suicide king was it for me the end
but i gave it all and nothing in return
just to be let down once again
pushing the barrle down my desolated maw
from a trigger that was left cold
the desolation and the damnation of the soul
was there as i sit here
i stand stil on the edge of wonder land
gasping for air
what have we become in the end
the desacrtion of a god
a suicidal dease is breeded in the end
just knwo that youll have
my empire of dirt that youve dug
to bury me in and it stands tall
from the shit iv walked in
so what do you say my deepest friend
lets take it all away
and dig 6 feet under
with a icy deth chamber and a sweet decay
because all i am is a fuck up
paranoid skitzo ptsd lsoer
i can not take in thy fallen
and i wish i could in the end
watchign them fall and thy kindgom come to thy rest
will be the death of me in the end
all i have to say is i will let you down once agian
and i will make you hurt from the falure
from shores un healed and never ending would that will never be sealed
i will just disaper cause in the end
we are the desolation of thy desocration of gods fallen damned children
but i try it all and push it out all in the end
pill by pill
razor to thy blade
trigger of a loaded gun and this is were i will fade
but in the end id start it all again just
to see the happines in you in thy end