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Confession to make (might be a long winded story)
3 years ago
Hi all, hope you all have a great Christmas and New Year.
For those who follow me for ponies. I apologies that draw less often and have move on, I understand if you unfollow me, and those who are staying, I am grateful if you are still interest.
What's this all about?
Why I am making this post because for a long time, when I was a teenager I wanted to make this as my full time job, but was cautious about troll, scams, and blacklisted. Plus I do lose my confidence when I see an artist who hardly post and yet got tons of views, that made me think if I can find the secret formula I can be successful with little effort. Though the more I do that, the more I become pessimist and not being myself.
Back then making friends irl was hard, so I thought it was a lot easier to do it online.
Why do I need to find a tribe?
It's both for conversation and help artist with feedback and encouragement.
I search thousands of social media and groups to follow, and it's difficult to fit in when many people have their own agendas (and it's not even about political). I guess what I'm trying to say is I like people who are open and not be judge harshly. But from my experience people don't want to hear the issues, or only want to rp.
There are silver lines, I did make some good friends online, and found good community after all. But even then it's hard to predict and maintain.
Is making friends that hard in this generation?
It might be me, but I value friends who like to chat life in general, it doesn't always have to be video games or movies (even though those are the easiest topic).
I have try being polite and initiate to make new friends (even thought I'm incredibly shy irl), but it seems that all I got are either short conversation or ghosted. And now that I have a long close friend who cut out of my life.
So does that mean I don't have to be nice?
Well I guess I was blinded on a hindsight that I have met people that doesn't appreciate/value me, or that I have said something that I shouldn't say and without giving me a leeway. Though at the same time I have met people what can be too much to handle. And I can try to help them, but then their problem will become mine, and I already have too many issue of my own. I am a human after all.
So am I going to quit FA and furry?
That being said, I am happy if you like to reach out to me, I do have a favor to ask and please don't be offended that we might not click, it is a shame, but I am at least happy that we try to work it out.
Short answer is no. It just means I have nothing to lose.
So what will my art be?
As a autistic young man have gone back to square one. I like to focus on what I want to do and draw how I like, and not be obsessive to get famous and validation.
So far I narrow down to what I like and mostly you'll see on this account (or on new account if I do so), and some are more niche than the others.
Favourite:
Pregnancy (both Fpreg and Mpreg)
Inflation (belly and full body)
Femboy (even though I'm straight irl lol)
Niche:
These are the fetish that compliment with my favorite above, this does not mean I like them individual!
Anything to do with anal and belly going in or out, or being stuck in a bloated body, such as sex toys, anal vore, birth, and even flatulence and scat.
I'm ok on either spectrum:
SFW - NSFW
Realistic - Cartoon
Wholesome - Horror
Feral - Anthro
How about Commission, Trade, Request etc.
I can still do commission when I announce it. And also update my ToS and price at some point.
Trade, I'm picky on who to trade with, and very unlikely for request.
I'm happy to draw, but exposure won't pay my bill and foods lol.
For those who read it at the end
I thank you for taking your time it does mean a lot to me to hear me out, and I do hope to engage more.
I have a project that I like to try out which will come soon.
For those who follow me for ponies. I apologies that draw less often and have move on, I understand if you unfollow me, and those who are staying, I am grateful if you are still interest.
What's this all about?
Why I am making this post because for a long time, when I was a teenager I wanted to make this as my full time job, but was cautious about troll, scams, and blacklisted. Plus I do lose my confidence when I see an artist who hardly post and yet got tons of views, that made me think if I can find the secret formula I can be successful with little effort. Though the more I do that, the more I become pessimist and not being myself.
Back then making friends irl was hard, so I thought it was a lot easier to do it online.
Why do I need to find a tribe?
It's both for conversation and help artist with feedback and encouragement.
I search thousands of social media and groups to follow, and it's difficult to fit in when many people have their own agendas (and it's not even about political). I guess what I'm trying to say is I like people who are open and not be judge harshly. But from my experience people don't want to hear the issues, or only want to rp.
There are silver lines, I did make some good friends online, and found good community after all. But even then it's hard to predict and maintain.
Is making friends that hard in this generation?
It might be me, but I value friends who like to chat life in general, it doesn't always have to be video games or movies (even though those are the easiest topic).
I have try being polite and initiate to make new friends (even thought I'm incredibly shy irl), but it seems that all I got are either short conversation or ghosted. And now that I have a long close friend who cut out of my life.
So does that mean I don't have to be nice?
Well I guess I was blinded on a hindsight that I have met people that doesn't appreciate/value me, or that I have said something that I shouldn't say and without giving me a leeway. Though at the same time I have met people what can be too much to handle. And I can try to help them, but then their problem will become mine, and I already have too many issue of my own. I am a human after all.
So am I going to quit FA and furry?
That being said, I am happy if you like to reach out to me, I do have a favor to ask and please don't be offended that we might not click, it is a shame, but I am at least happy that we try to work it out.
Short answer is no. It just means I have nothing to lose.
So what will my art be?
As a autistic young man have gone back to square one. I like to focus on what I want to do and draw how I like, and not be obsessive to get famous and validation.
So far I narrow down to what I like and mostly you'll see on this account (or on new account if I do so), and some are more niche than the others.
Favourite:
Pregnancy (both Fpreg and Mpreg)
Inflation (belly and full body)
Femboy (even though I'm straight irl lol)
Niche:
These are the fetish that compliment with my favorite above, this does not mean I like them individual!
Anything to do with anal and belly going in or out, or being stuck in a bloated body, such as sex toys, anal vore, birth, and even flatulence and scat.
I'm ok on either spectrum:
SFW - NSFW
Realistic - Cartoon
Wholesome - Horror
Feral - Anthro
How about Commission, Trade, Request etc.
I can still do commission when I announce it. And also update my ToS and price at some point.
Trade, I'm picky on who to trade with, and very unlikely for request.
I'm happy to draw, but exposure won't pay my bill and foods lol.
For those who read it at the end
I thank you for taking your time it does mean a lot to me to hear me out, and I do hope to engage more.
I have a project that I like to try out which will come soon.