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3 years ago
Finally gotten that surgery been needing, in a sense I do feel better with no tube in the back or collection bag around my leg, yet my body is still fighting and Hurting. I was told to stay 6-8 weeks from work I already cut myself back when I had the damn tube in me so why do I gotta stop it all now? Other than doctors orders, I’m losing my
I don’t not being able to take few steps without something acting up or if I go too much trying to walk, I wake up in middle of night to my gut screaming with pain.
On top of it all it’s the fourth I’ve had friends I’ve not heard form long time asking me to go the lake or come party, it’s miserable when you have to explain you can’t do anything like that right now. Couple of them off’d me over it being ‘an excuse’
If I could go out and do things I wouldn’t have an overgrown yard or bills stacking up to amounts I don’t even want to look at, but I’ll stay here and lick my wounds until this clears up and I’m praying I don’t need another doctors visit for a few years.
Just tired of feeling helpless, lost and hurting. Was really hoping to have a good time this evening but can’t even take trip up to lake for community fireworks as it’s been canceled. Birthday is two weeks away and what will I be doing then? Being weak and miserable ? I hope not but time sure isn’t fun watching day go by or finally getting the pain to subside enough to pass out. Happy Fourth to any of the fellow Americans here let’s hope for the better rest of this year.🇺🇸
I don’t not being able to take few steps without something acting up or if I go too much trying to walk, I wake up in middle of night to my gut screaming with pain.
On top of it all it’s the fourth I’ve had friends I’ve not heard form long time asking me to go the lake or come party, it’s miserable when you have to explain you can’t do anything like that right now. Couple of them off’d me over it being ‘an excuse’
If I could go out and do things I wouldn’t have an overgrown yard or bills stacking up to amounts I don’t even want to look at, but I’ll stay here and lick my wounds until this clears up and I’m praying I don’t need another doctors visit for a few years.
Just tired of feeling helpless, lost and hurting. Was really hoping to have a good time this evening but can’t even take trip up to lake for community fireworks as it’s been canceled. Birthday is two weeks away and what will I be doing then? Being weak and miserable ? I hope not but time sure isn’t fun watching day go by or finally getting the pain to subside enough to pass out. Happy Fourth to any of the fellow Americans here let’s hope for the better rest of this year.🇺🇸