UPDATING June 16th, 2012
13 years ago
Au service de Dieu
Greetings dear people from FA
I express my best wishes for everyone an hoping you are doing fine in everything now.
I just wanted o stop by once more to say thank especially to the sweet people who have been lose to me lately sharing some cheering up despite I feel quite depressed lately. The reasons... I have many, but despite we have the right to feel down as we are humans, I want this to end, and it is necessary to do some things that can be drastic in a way. I noticed I have been turning too heavy even for the people I used to have vey close to me, and now it is a fact that almost nobody seems to pay attention to what I say or so. Anyway, I feel I shouldn't complain. I feel less and less a part of this place as I don't see people really enjoy my company excepting some exceptions who have my thanks and my care as a humble detail from myself.
My sickness is going up and down. I started coughing blood again, but then thanks God it goes away for a while. Just fighting against it and hoping in God it doesn't turn into something worse.
Abou my last art, just sharing som metaphores of everythin I am saying now. Feeling a bit sad people seem to love mostly my paw art here. it may be nice and so, ut just to feel that all the time i making the enjoy I have for it die slowly. Paws maybe started not being so funny anymore. Anyway, I think there i nothin better than enjoying them with peopl who really seem to enjoy not only them but also everything o the guy behind them. Maybe that's too much, but thank or the ones who share some of that with no need to be asked. <3
Sorry to veryon if I am kind of conflictive all the time. I think because even having friends is new for me, and I dream to make very deep ones who becom what I call "brothers". Something I honestly never had. It is just another dream who is dying with the step of the time.
What may be awaiting for us ahead? Only the Light knows, and you know what I mean. However, whatever that has to be, I hope alway we all can be ready to face it and to be beaten and still to go ahead until it is the time to say good bye to this world.
Always a pleasure dear people. God bless you a lot. *waves*
I express my best wishes for everyone an hoping you are doing fine in everything now.
I just wanted o stop by once more to say thank especially to the sweet people who have been lose to me lately sharing some cheering up despite I feel quite depressed lately. The reasons... I have many, but despite we have the right to feel down as we are humans, I want this to end, and it is necessary to do some things that can be drastic in a way. I noticed I have been turning too heavy even for the people I used to have vey close to me, and now it is a fact that almost nobody seems to pay attention to what I say or so. Anyway, I feel I shouldn't complain. I feel less and less a part of this place as I don't see people really enjoy my company excepting some exceptions who have my thanks and my care as a humble detail from myself.
My sickness is going up and down. I started coughing blood again, but then thanks God it goes away for a while. Just fighting against it and hoping in God it doesn't turn into something worse.
Abou my last art, just sharing som metaphores of everythin I am saying now. Feeling a bit sad people seem to love mostly my paw art here. it may be nice and so, ut just to feel that all the time i making the enjoy I have for it die slowly. Paws maybe started not being so funny anymore. Anyway, I think there i nothin better than enjoying them with peopl who really seem to enjoy not only them but also everything o the guy behind them. Maybe that's too much, but thank or the ones who share some of that with no need to be asked. <3
Sorry to veryon if I am kind of conflictive all the time. I think because even having friends is new for me, and I dream to make very deep ones who becom what I call "brothers". Something I honestly never had. It is just another dream who is dying with the step of the time.
What may be awaiting for us ahead? Only the Light knows, and you know what I mean. However, whatever that has to be, I hope alway we all can be ready to face it and to be beaten and still to go ahead until it is the time to say good bye to this world.
Always a pleasure dear people. God bless you a lot. *waves*
days must go quick for you
I hope you get over this disease soon. I don't pray for you as much as I should.
Sorry if I seem to be distant. I haven't gotten around to commenting on much of your stuff lately. Too distracted lately. Also, if you want stuff from me, do ask. I do like giving without being asked, but I like being asked to do things from certain people. <3
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope I can get closer. Yahoo won't load up for me, so I probably won't be able to stay in touch with you through that. I would like to though.
Good attitude. I want to be ready like that too. People say I don't care, but in actuality, I've just learned to be content with the hand I am dealt. Need to work on it more, but I'm trying.
Love you, dear friend.<3