Finally some time to get something off my chest.
9 years ago
Hey guys, its Scarfy. I finally have some time to get something off of my mind about what has been going on as of late from January - May and so on, one of the biggest problems was lifting Subwuffer Entertainment off the ground due to the amount of roommate issues I've been having as of late. At a point in time, Subwuffer Entertainment could have been easily broken with the amount of mental abuse I've had to endure as of late because of roommate problems.
Lets take it back to December of last year.
I live in a place that's run by a regional center, a facility where they teach other people like myself how to function in today's world. I come home one day from school and this person who I have just seen after walking into my room and am both surprised and bothered at the same time. Due to the rules of a facility (which would honestly take too long and too hard to explain as to why people do the things they do), they have no choice but to accept a person who currently still has a bad position. This roommate for the past few months has done nothing but threatened my livelihood. Because I accidentally decided to make a choice based on other people not really caring about what I have done at night and not saying anything about it either. He's been nothing but bad trouble and has threatened to make stupid decisions over and over.
and I had both encountered this guy at the same time once before after deciding to make a decision that people didn't care before at all that apparently he did, and while I won't say what happened, we're both bothered by this as well.
Worst part? He doesn't have a job, he doesn't go to school, he does nothing but smoke weed almost every day and just lies in bed. Its despicable and disgusting to see, and the fact that he's still here is unfortunately very upsetting. He's done nothing but give me mental abuse ever since, and unfortunately, I can't really find any time to relax because he always wants to stay home and do virtually nothing all day. I can't really move out either, because quite frankly, I like where I'm staying, but neither I nor the other people who live there are appreciating this person either.
Subwuffer Entertainment was almost put into jeopardy due to the fact that he could have shouted on my mic at any given moment at any given time during one of my shows. And thank God, there was hardly anything going on. You could even tell at one point during the season finale, that things was getting hairy. Quite frankly, I was unable to express much opinions on this because I had bigger fish to fry focusing on my homework, projects, quizzes and finals. Subwuffer Entertainment faired no better, it took a lot of energy out of me, and I had very little to discuss about it.
Quite frankly my roommates behavior is so bad, that I could smack him or yell at him, only I choose not too because it doesn't solve anything and I also happen to be pacifist. I'm very slow to get angry, you honestly have no idea, I rarely get angry, to the point where my face is purple with rage and I scream at the top of my lungs.
I apologize that I haven't been able to express any emotion at this whatsoever, but quite frankly with the amount of work I was given and doing nothing but work at college, and SET, I was physically and emotionally drained at this point where he was less on my mind, but now he's actually more on my mind, which is good, because college took a lot out of me. Just thought you guys should know.
Lets take it back to December of last year.
I live in a place that's run by a regional center, a facility where they teach other people like myself how to function in today's world. I come home one day from school and this person who I have just seen after walking into my room and am both surprised and bothered at the same time. Due to the rules of a facility (which would honestly take too long and too hard to explain as to why people do the things they do), they have no choice but to accept a person who currently still has a bad position. This roommate for the past few months has done nothing but threatened my livelihood. Because I accidentally decided to make a choice based on other people not really caring about what I have done at night and not saying anything about it either. He's been nothing but bad trouble and has threatened to make stupid decisions over and over.

Worst part? He doesn't have a job, he doesn't go to school, he does nothing but smoke weed almost every day and just lies in bed. Its despicable and disgusting to see, and the fact that he's still here is unfortunately very upsetting. He's done nothing but give me mental abuse ever since, and unfortunately, I can't really find any time to relax because he always wants to stay home and do virtually nothing all day. I can't really move out either, because quite frankly, I like where I'm staying, but neither I nor the other people who live there are appreciating this person either.
Subwuffer Entertainment was almost put into jeopardy due to the fact that he could have shouted on my mic at any given moment at any given time during one of my shows. And thank God, there was hardly anything going on. You could even tell at one point during the season finale, that things was getting hairy. Quite frankly, I was unable to express much opinions on this because I had bigger fish to fry focusing on my homework, projects, quizzes and finals. Subwuffer Entertainment faired no better, it took a lot of energy out of me, and I had very little to discuss about it.
Quite frankly my roommates behavior is so bad, that I could smack him or yell at him, only I choose not too because it doesn't solve anything and I also happen to be pacifist. I'm very slow to get angry, you honestly have no idea, I rarely get angry, to the point where my face is purple with rage and I scream at the top of my lungs.
I apologize that I haven't been able to express any emotion at this whatsoever, but quite frankly with the amount of work I was given and doing nothing but work at college, and SET, I was physically and emotionally drained at this point where he was less on my mind, but now he's actually more on my mind, which is good, because college took a lot out of me. Just thought you guys should know.
*hugs you for support until then*