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🌸[VENT] moving out🌸 part 2
5 years ago
🌸DELFIM'S LIFE UPDATES🌸
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TW [family issues] [toxic parents] [body shaming] [eating disorder] [vent] [idk i'm sorry i dont want anyone being sad or triggered :((( ]
wow i was waiting to get some more infos about my recent moving away from my family members but ofc i had some troubles.
I dont have the best family interaction as i wish i could. Since i've moved from my aunt's and parents' place, They're mad about the fact that they've lost control over me.
I growth in a environment where i being myself was wrong. My family hate my body to their core. I physically don't look like them since i'm adopted but also curvy; Everyday i receive calls from my phone to listening to my parents saying that i'm ugly, that they want me to be lose weight with pills and to go back to eating disorder and if i don't lose, they'll take my pen tablet away from me and force me to leave my own place.
you see, i used to be so so SO scared. Drawing means my freedom. Drawing was the way that i found my own independence. I'm working as a freelancer artist and i left my city to study and since i just graduated, i'm living with my best friends that supports me so hard.
RN my friends are really close to me so they can protect me in case any of my family members try anything. I'm trying to be the most caring and diplomatic as possible but i'm also really hurt.
i feel like this is so oversharing but i'm still not prepared to vent everything out. I wanted to write this long vent text so yall be aware about what's happening to me.
I'm going to be fine cause i'm not alone <3
I hope i can deal with this situation the best way that i can
atm i'll try to heal myself so i can get more strong to deal with this massive mess
thanks for reading this. In case you took your time here to read this, thank you so much.
sorry in case this makes you uncomfortable
hope you're doing well and stay fulfilled with love and peace
with love
-milkluv delfim
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also, thanks for reading this and commenting. I read it when you commented this and that helped me tons. Thanks, srly. 💖 Now that i'm feeling a lot more stable i think i gathered all my thoughts and i could write you a proper reply <3
wow i'm really touched by what you wrote tho, when i read it for the first time i teary for a little bit. Thanks sweetheart ;w; I still love my parents cause i rly can't let go all those feelings but for the first time of my life i'm letting them know that i wont accept to be treated this way. I guess that's the process of getting away from my parents view and living on my own.
also, thanks for reading this and commenting. I read it when you commented this and that helped me tons. Thanks, srly. 💖 Now that i'm feeling a lot more stable i think i gathered all my thoughts and i could write you a proper reply <3
thank you so so much <3 <3 <3
also, thanks for reading this and commenting. I read it when you commented this and that helped me tons. Thanks, srly. 💖 Now that i'm feeling a lot more stable i think i gathered all my thoughts and i could write you a proper reply <3
i agreed. In my opinion they're thinking that they're doing and amazing job since being fat/chubby/curvy is a bad thing and bad health. of course this is hella wrong and that's kinda typical old people being too...... idk too douche.
i still love them to all my guts but i think that it's the first time (with the help of my therapy) that i realized how sick i was getting due to them. Thankfully i'm into this emancipation process....
i'm healing myself and taking care of my mental health so i can deal with all of this the best way that i can
thanks for your kind words <3
also, thanks for reading this and commenting. I read it when you commented this and that helped me tons. Thanks, srly. 💖 Now that i'm feeling a lot more stable i think i gathered all my thoughts and i could write you a proper reply <3
thank you so so much! <33333 srly
as they are attacking against you. No matter if you are adopted they should treat you
as their own child.
Anyway... You can always talk to me if feeling bad and never give up. Keep doing
that incredible art you used to do when you can do that again. ^^
also, thanks for reading this and commenting. I read it when you commented this and that helped me tons. Thanks, srly. 💖 Now that i'm feeling a lot more stable i think i gathered all my thoughts and i could write you a proper reply <3
tThank you so much Mason! you're amazing!!! <3
about that, go to gym if you want to. In case you don't feel comfortable going to gym, try something else, there are so many other stuffs