Huh guys.
The last time I was here it wasn't be thing that I really need. So I've fall into bad mental stuff again because I've tried to rush myself. It wasn't brilliant idea at all. Never rush yourself if you have some depression or suicidal thoughts.
It was really hard time for 1,5 year, with trubles and crunches at my work, my mom therapy (now she's pretty fine after a few times she was in severe condition close to death and I'm so happy about it) and my attempts to return my normal life. I guess I finally came to this besause the thought of returning to make all my commissions done doesn't scare or frustrating me now. Thank you guys for waiting.

You can see my plan here: https://trello.com/b/lTiLWbSD/fa-stuff
I'll try to stream on picarto so you can see how am i doing with pics. Also you can change character if you want (and if your comm still in progress), just note me.